Titanium: a glee fic (S4)

Woman Fierce (Dynamic Duets)

9.

(Swipe from Cas's costume)

So bright and early the next day I stood at my locker and admired the little bruise Jake gave me on my cheek, nothing major but still was a little bit sore.

"You ok?" I looked up and saw Angel next to my locker door, I rolled my eyes and grabbed my book out from my locker.

"What do you want?" I asked him,

"Wow, ok then, um here's the song we are gunna do for glee," he said handing me sheet music, I looked at it and gave a short unamused laugh.

"Funny," I said as raised my eyebrow, I sighed, "fine, whatever, I just wanna get this stupid assignment over with." I shut my locker, "The less I have to deal with you the better."

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Kitty: Where have all the good men gone? ♪ And where are all the gods? Where's the streetwise Hercules ♪ To fight the rising odds?

Marley: Isn't there a white knight Upon a fiery steed? Late at night I toss and I turn ♪

Both: And I dream of what I need I need a hero I'm holding out for a hero till the end of the night ♪ He's got to be strong and he's got to be fast ♪ And he's got to be fresh from the fight ♪ I need a hero I'm holding out for a hero till the morning light ♪ He's got to be sure and it's got to be soon ♪ And he's got to be larger than life ♪ I need a hero I'm holding out for a hero till the end of the night ♪

Kitty: Up where the mountains meet the heavens above ♪ Up where the lightning splits the sea ♪

Marley: I can feel his approach like a fire in my blood ♪

All: Like a fire in my blood ♪ Like a fire in my blood, like a fire in my blood ♪ Like a fire in my blood ♪

Both: Oh, I need a hero I'm holding out for a hero till the end of the night ♪ He's got to be strong and he's got to be fast ♪ And he's got to be fresh from the fight ♪ I need a hero.

"That was incredible. You worked so well together. Teamwork! Yeah!" Finn said and we all cheered, that performance was bomb.

"You guys, I don't smell raspberry hair gel. Does anybody know where Blaine Warbler is?" Brittany asked, I looked around, she was right, where was he?

"Uh, well, as some of you guys might know, uh, recently, Blaine has been going through a bit of a rough time" Finn said

"Oh, boo-hoo. Get over it. It's like a bad Lifetime movie." Tina said from the back of the room, I turned and glared at her but before I could say anything Finn finished.

"and he's decided to finish the rest of his senior year at Dalton Academy." My head whipped back around,

"What?!" I asked in a shrill voice.

"He's been taken by the Dark Side." Artie said next to me.

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Cas's POV

I sat in the back of the library by myself going over my English notes.

Blah blah blah...

Jane Austin

Blah blah blah

Sense and Sensibility

Blah blah blah

Can I kill myself now?

And yes, that is all a direct quote from my notes.

"Cas?" The voice made me visibly tense, I looked up at her. I blinked and gathered my things,

"Um, I was just-" she put her hand down on my books and my actions stopped, I couldn't make eye contact, so I just stared at her hand,

"Damn it Cas," she paused as she took a deep breath, "Am I that repulsive that you can't even look at me anymore?" It was this that made me look at her face, she looked like I had just shot her puppy. I looked away and pulled my book out from under her grasp and slid them into my bag.

"I've gotta go," I whispered, I stood and walked out of the library, I could feel her following me through the deserted hallway.

"What did I do?" She asked, I stopped in my tracks, "Huh?" I could hear the tears in her voice, there was a long pause of silence, "I have stayed silent for a long time, waiting for you to come to me and explain yourself. To tell me what happened and damnit Cas, I am done waiting." It was quiet again, "I-I thought you loved me," I could hear the tremble in her voice,

"I do love you!" I yelled as I turned towards her, she looked at me, "damn you," I whispered, I ran my hand over my face. She walked closer to me and I held my hand out to keep her away, She held my outstretched hand, I pulled away.

"Why didn't you talk to me?" She said, I couldn't even look at her face,

"CAUSE THEY ARE EVERYWHERE!" I said loudly, my voice echoed the halls, "Everywhere I turn there is another brother, watching my every move waiting to go tell my mom and dad. It's- it's torture seeing you everyday and not being with you, not being the one to make you smile or laugh or even cry." I said tears forming in my eyes, "Cause yes Tracy I do love you, I love everything about you, with everything I am," I said, pausing, "and that is why we can never be together," I said, the bell rang and people started pouring out of the classrooms. The two of us stood still in a sea of people, I looked down and away from her.

"I'm sorry."

And I disappeared in the current of people.