"𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝗴𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝗺𝗲 𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗳𝗼𝗿𝘁, 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗳𝗮𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝗺𝘆 𝗺𝗶𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗸𝗲."-𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝗪𝗲𝗲𝗸𝗻𝗱, 𝗖𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝗢𝘂𝘁 𝗠𝘆 𝗡𝗮𝗺𝗲
(𝗪𝗮𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴: 𝗦𝘁𝗿𝗼𝗻𝗴 𝗟𝗮𝗻𝗴𝘂𝗮𝗴𝗲 𝘂𝘀𝗲𝗱 𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗰𝗵𝗮𝗽𝘁𝗲𝗿)
I tried to avoid Kylo and the First Order the full week while he was recovering. All the Knights, Phasma, and Hux would give me updates on how he was doing. His wound in his stomach wasn't bad and all they needed to do was stitch it up. As I presumed, the large cut along his face would leave him with a scar for the rest of his life.
I couldn't face him after what Vicrul and I did. The more I thought about it, the more I felt like throwing up. There are time where I would be so guilty and cry myself to sleep. I spent more time at my apartment again and more time with my friends. They all seemed to be worried about me and catch me zoning out a lot while the voices in my head would speak to me.
I also decided that it would be a good idea to go back to work, after all I love my job. Resistance Magazine was a pretty huge corporation run by Leia Organa. Many celebrities and models would come in to do photo shoots for the front cover and I have been lucky enough to take photos for the inside pages of some magazines. All of my friends work there and we absolutely adore our job. Rose and Poe have been tasked with handling the sponsorship photo shoots, while Rey, Finn, and I do the celebrities and models.
After a long week of work, finishing up my holiday break homework, and contemplating my entire life, I decide that I am going to come clean to Kylo and tell him what happened. I made a huge mistake and he deserves to know. The consequences that Vicrul and I would face is probably a long list. When I finally make it to Kylo's apartment building, I swallow my pride and walk in.
The lady at the front desk immediately recognizes me and greets me with a warm smile and wave. I attempt to give her back the same smile, but the guilt and burden that I carry deep within myself create a weak smile on my face. When I get into the elevator I take as many deep breaths as I can to lower my anxiety levels. My heart is beating so loudly and ferociously that I am sure all of New York can here it. I tug at the sleeves of my red coat with my hands to try and stop them from shaking. In the reflection of the elevator doors I see my beautiful Chanel necklace glistening in the light. The same necklace that he bought to attempt to get me to fall in love with him, and well, it worked.
The elevator doors open and I step out. I rummage through my bag to look for the pair of keys to the apartment that Kylo gave me. I find the keys and walk towards the door. I take one last deep breath and open it. When I look inside the apartment it is as clean as I remembered. I walk around the down stairs, but see no one there. When I get into the kitchen I see two empty wine glasses on the island. Who did he have over that he was drinking wine with? Phasma? Hux?
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FanfictionYou're an aspiring photographer in your second year of college at the School of Visual Arts. When your teacher pairs you up with the mysterious Kylo Ren, you would have never known that he would've changed your life for good, or worse? |This is a mo...