CLAIMING THE MAFIA

Making Things Right

It took Alex no time to come into the room, I just assumed he had been standing waiting for Finn to come out. When he came in he had his head down, which was way unlike him. He closed the door and stood by it unmoving. It was as if he wasn't even breathing, and it scared me a lot.

"I'm sorry." Alex said out of nowhere. I looked over at him again and this time he was looking directly at me.

"I hit you and I said I never would and I didn't intend too. I was angry and I just couldn't control the feeling that came over me. I love you, with all of my heart well with all of me really. I'm not asking you to take me back and forget it all happened I'm just asking for your forgiveness. I can't eat or sleep knowing you hate me." Alex said not taking his eyes off of me. I sat there pondering, what should I say? I mean I lost all trust in him and hope but I love him. I guess I was thinking too long because he turned to leave the room.

"Ale- " I was interrupted by someone knocking on the door.

"Come in!" I yelled regretting that instantly because my nose still hurt. Alex saw the pain that had shot through me and his face softened even more.

"Here's your ice cream and your pain medication." An older nurse came in and handed me the items.

"Thank you." I said picking up the pills and my juice on the side of the table and taking them.

"Do you need anything else?" She asked.

"No I'm fine thank you." I said assuring her.

"Okay just call if you need anything." She said.

"Oh wait um I wanted to know when Im able to go home? If that's not to much to ask?" I asked her before she walked out.

"I'll look into it for you." She said smiling and leaving out of the room.

I looked at the ice cream and got excited; pineapple sherbert my favorite. I guess Alex noticed because he smiled and continued to watch me as I ate my ice cream. I was half way done and I noticed he was still standing.

"You can sit if you want." I said gesturing to the chairs around the room.

He picked the one closet to the window but furthest from me. I hadn't really taken a look at him when he was standing by the door so I did as he walked to the chair. He looked lost almost and pale. You could tell he hadn't eaten or slept in a day or so, and it didn't look good on him. He looked up and I smiled slightly looking back at my ice cream.

"Do you want some?" I asked him lifting the container up. He shook his head no and raised his hand slightly.

"No,I'm fine its your favorite you should eat it." He said.

"I don't mind sharing, I'm not that much of a bitch to neglect you when you need help most." I said not trying to sound rude.

"No, its yours and your not a bitch if you don't share. Its fine honestly." He said shaking his head.

"Oh hush." I said getting up and walking over to him.

"Eat the damn ice cream you need it more than me." I said handing him the ice cream and walking back to my bed. He in fact started eating the ice cream which made me laugh.

"What's so funny?" He asked.

"You." I said smiling a little.

"How?" He asked still eating the ice cream.

"I thought you didn't want any? That it was mine so you were fine." I said mocking him.

"I thought you were mad at me so I just said no." He said shrugging his shoulders.

"Oh I am mad at you don't think I'm not. I just hate to see everyone, anyone hurting." I said making sure he knew I was serious.

No he's not forgiving and I don't feel like I ever will fully forgive him I need to know something before I make my decision though.

"You really believed Eric over me?" I asked Alex as he was finishing the ice cream.

"No I was just upset about something else and when you were thinking about him earlier I just kinda spazzed." He said.

"Cut the bullshit I know when your lying so stop it." I said getting angrier by the second.

He said nothing and that made everything worse for him.

"Get out, just get out. Im done trying to be captain save a hoe. I give up, just go please." I said standing up and walking to open the door. He got up slowly and made his way, he stopped just before leaving and turned to me ready to speak but I rasied my hand to stop him.

"I don't want to hear it. I've had enough of the lies and you not being there when I need you. Just please...... don't come by my house, you can have the car you bought everything you bought actually and just leave me alone. Before you even say you love me, you don't and I know it. Because if you did we wouldn't be here now." I said and after I finished he walked out.

I sighed and closed my eyes lifting my head to stop the tears from falling.