AUGUST 1
Dear diary,
it's been 2 months now. i just landed back in tennessee due to some urgent family business. my mom came back from new york. and my dad well i don't know. he's in the army. olivia and tayler are still come how together. i'm still single. avani and i are best friends now. well my girl best friend. i didn't realize how much i needed someone who understood me personally and physically ( if you know what i mean) her and anthony are still together. well jaden. he's dating mads. and it was good in the beginning. then he didn't answer my calls or texts. oh and can't forget that he missed my birthday party WHICH HE PLANNED!!! i'm so caught up with him. but i'm back home finally on the phone with avani....
mars pov
"okay i'll call you back later" i say "okay i love you" avani says. "love you too bye" i then hang up. i grabbed my computer about to turn on tvd with a knock was at the door. i walked down stairs to the door. i was greeted by a federal chief. "hello misses holder i would like to inform you and your family of the recent passing of your father" my heart dropped. i couldn't breath or think. tayler was behind me. "excuse me" tayler says.
i run upstairs not being able to process anything. i just laid on my bed. i mean my dad and i weren't that close but i mean he was still my dad. i just couldn't think straight. i wasn't crying either. then it all came rushing out. the tears. i couldnt move or think. i tried my hardest to be able to grab my phone. i called jaden.
and of course he didn't answer. right now isn't a good time not to answer. i called avani. and she answered of course. i sat there getting my feelings out. 7 hours i was on ft with her. she helped me through everything. she was there when jaden wasn't. i needed sleep. "hey vani i'm going to take a nap i'm so tired" i say honestly. "okay bebe sleep well call me if you need anything" she says. "okay bye" i hang up before going to bed
avani's pov
my god was i caught up with jaden. after mars hung up i grabbed my keys storming out of my apartment. i made my way over to the sway house. they just moved to a new house. i knocked at the door aggressively. "oh hey avani anthony isn't here" griffin answers "i'm not here for him" i say pushing him out there door. making my way torwards jaden voice. "of course your here" i say stopping in my feet at the sliding door. "oh hey avani" jaden says. "your such a fucking bitch. your a selfish hoe who only cares about the people who paint your needs" i yell. "have your talked to mars. no you haven't. i've talked to her. did you know she's back in tennessee" i yell. "uh no i didn't i mean like i haven't had time to talk to her. she's fine" he says "oh well i bet having her dad pass way is fine you know" i say "wait what" he says. "yea and also you make sure to tell her happy birthday. for the party you missed 4 WEEKS ago" i say before leaving.
HI BITCHES! 💋💋
sorry i haven't updated in YEARS. i'm so stressed with school holy shit. thank you guys so much for 800 reads that insane. ima try and do more. but hope you like it byeeee
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