TROYES POV:
I take an uber to the house, I too the driver and walk to the front door. Before she left she said the spare key was in the plant on the right. I take it out and unlock the door.
It's beautiful. I step in and put my bags at the front door.
"This is the start of something new"
I take a look around the house. It has 3 floors and it's very nice. I grabbed my suitcase and started to unpack. This is it. My chance to start over. I put all my clothes in the closet, and all my towels and brush and hair products, and toothbrush in the bathroom. And just left some stuff on the floor For later.
I sit on the couch and turn on the TV. I turned on "Jessie" because that show is bae. I palace my phone on the counter. And not to long after I place it there I get a text message.
I pause the TV and look at the next
"Hey Troye it's Mark, Phoebes dad. I just wanted to inform you that...Phoebe got into a car accident. A drunk driver hit the side of her car and she died on impact. I'm really sorry you had to find out this way. I hope you're doing well."
My eyes widen, I drop my phone, and lose all feeling in my entire body. I started to cry, but at the same time I couldn't move, it was has if I was paralyzed. I start to shake, and my hearts racing, I start to feel really hot, then suddenly, I fall on my knees and cry. It's the only thing I could do. She was my best friend. Without her I feel like I'm nothing. That's when it hit me.
I go into the bathroom and take out the razor from my pocket. I couldn't help it. It's like I'm being controlled. I roll up my sleeve. I close my eyes tightly , and the razor teared open my skin. My facial expression turns from pain to relief. This feels right. I made another slash in my arm. Followed by another, and another. It's actually quite pathetic that I have more scars then I have friends.
I leave the razor on the counter, as I leave the bathroom, the first thing my eyes dart to, is the camera. I remember Phoebe saying
"Start a channel everyone will love you"
Phoebe...I'm gonna do this.
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Wonderland (Troyler)
FanfictionWARNING: Story includes selfharm, swearing, and smut The first couple chapters suck but don't worry I have a lot of ideas so hang in there Troye is kicked out of his house for being gay, so he's stating with his best friend. Troye also use to be dep...
