Wonderland (Troyler)

Chapter 18

TYLERS POV:

I walked down to the elevator and went into my hotel room. I unlock the door and go straight to my desk. I plug Troyes camera into my computer and start editing the video.

"Wow" I say to myself

I was so lost in his eyes, and blinded by his beauty, to me he was un resistible. I got so lost in his voice, his eyes, his laugh, I almost missed something.

Almost.

I freeze. I hear nothing but me and Troyes faded voice in the background, my vision starting to blur and I choke on my spit. I spin back in my chair to face the monitor. I rewind the footage and see when Troye stretches I could see cuts on his arm. Most of them were old, but the rest had to be made this week. I clipped that part out so no one can see he has cuts, and I went through the rest of the footage to see you could see more, but that part was pretty much it.

I get off my chair and start pacing around the room. I want to tell Troye and talk to him about this. But he obviously doesn't want to talk about it since it never came up in conversation.

Troyes so perfect. How can someone be so mean and nasty and bring other people down like that.

"I want to tell him" I say to myself. "I need to talk to him"

I know he's gonna hate me after I talk to him.
But I know one thing for damn sure and that is that I love him. The last thing I want is to see him get hurt.

I walk out my room and shut the door behind me.
*********************************************************** I know that chapter was short but there wasn't a lot to say. But I'm gonna update some more chapters today and a lot tomorrow considering I don't have school because I need to go to the doctors because I broke my elbow. Oh well. Lol anyways I'm glad a lot of you are enjoying the story. And if any of you are cutting and feel depressed, telling someone is the first thing you should do. Stay strong ily all