Let go (Akaashi x Reader)

hurt you.

(a/n)
warning: smut and nsfw...hehe

2nd Person POV

"my sister took her own life last year, she was my best friend. She was raped and I didn't know what I could do for her, she got needy and I didn't have time to be always with her. I regret it, I wish I could go back in time and help her more." Akaashi says.

You pull Akaashi's face and lay it on your chest as you wrapped your arms around his neck. Caressing his hair, you started to cry with him.

The next day, you and Akaashi met up at the bridge at 9:00 pm.

You saw him sitting there. Taking in the picture of Akaashi's back with the view of Tokyo in front of him, it was a sight to be held onto. You sit down beside him and laid your head onto his shoulder and close your eyes, taking in this special moment that you get to be so close to him.

"(y/n) will you be my girlfriend?"

You suddenly open your eyes again and turn your eyes towards his face. Your face turning pale, almost ghostly. You move your head away from his shoulder and sit up right again.

"Keiji, you deserve someone better. A girl whose prettier, funner and popular. Please don't waste your time on me, I'm not worth it"

"Since when were you not worth it (y/n). I've noticed since the start when you changed, senior year of middle school. You didn't have the same confidence walking in the hallway, you stopped saying hi to people. You stopped saying hi to me."
"You are perfection (y/n), can't you see that"

You look down, eyebrows furrowed.

He kissed your forehead and says

"Let me love you"

he smirked looking at your face.

TIME SKIP
~2 months later~

You and Akaashi had been official since 2 months ago. Winter break was coming up. Your mom was called to work during Christmas.

Akaashi came over and made some ramen, you ran up to him while he was mixing the pot and slowly wrapped you arms around his waist and pressed your face onto his back.

"I love you" you say.

He smiles, you unhook your arms and he walks to pour the ramen in the bowls.

After eating you guys head to your bedroom to give him the present you bought for him. It was a blue sweater that you bought from saved up money from your job.

"It's not a lot but I thought it would compliment your eyes" you say with a big smile on your face, worried that he might not like it.

"I love it, especially because it's from you" he chuckled while giving you a passionate kiss.

He pulled away and handed over a small grey velvet rectangle box with a white ribbon wrapped around it.

You pulled out a necklace with the letter bejewelled silver K with a small piece of blue topaz on the center.

"Oh... Keiji, this... this is too much..." eyes getting watery as you lifted your head to look at him.