Let go (Akaashi x Reader)

After Finishing All Chapters

(a/n)

So tell me what you thought. You can be harsh lol I don't mind criticism
The "Bridge" I talked about referenced this lake that I used to go to a lot when I was younger.
There were fireworks that were held there at the end of summer and I would go with my family and friends.
I always thought about jumping into the lake and just drowning.
But I didn't as you can tell cause I'm still here.
(y/n) is based on my own thoughts and how I have gone through life.
Sometimes I wish "Akaashi" was real, a person who would tell me to not let go.

anyways LESSON of the story I wanted to kind of hide in there is, when you suicide, the people around you, closest to you, will also turn to that solution; even if you don't want them to.

If you need help, reach out. Even if it's to me. I don't know if I'll be much help but I will definitely listen.
Personally, I like it better talking to a complete stranger about my problems because I know deep down that they aren't gonna be bias and they'll be honest with me.

Akaashi was (y/n)'s guardian angel I swear. It's a sad reality that people deal with (y/n) and Akaashi's problems or even worst on the daily.

I've been having a bad time lately and I ended the story on a bad note because thats how I feel.

When I first started the story I wanted it to end with them getting married in a time skip and her saying that she's glad she didn't suicide that day but... deep down I wasn't feeling like lying to myself in my writing. I write to express what I'm feeling, even if it will disappoint some people. Sometimes people let go and you never know the reason. Heck I don't know the reason why I wanna let go.

So tell me, why do you guys stay alive?