Only For Him {COLLINS #2} 🔞✓

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"What kind of dreams?" My therapist asked.

"Weird ones! Unusual things." I replied forcing myself to remember those shady dreams.

"Like? Please elaborate." She looked at me curiously. I looked around the room, assessing everything before resting my eyes on her. I didn't want to come here but my mother forced me. She just couldn't stop screaming at me on phone. I didn't want to put her in stress given her heart problem.

"I don't know what they mean. I see bad things happening. It's like somebody's chasing me. Somebody wants something from me. It's like it has all happened before. But, at the same time, I know nothing like this ever happened to me." I said.

She looked at me intently wanting me to continue. "And few weeks days ago, I saw an infant baby with crumpled wire in her mouth. Blood was pooling around her. She looked so much in pain. It felt like she was calling for me. I couldn't even save her. I- I just can't put it in words. It's so unusual. And I just keep tossing and turning since past one week." I sighed staring at the half filled glass on the table.

"So, what is your usual schedule for the day?" She asked.

"Most of the time, I'm in the office. When I go home, I watch a movie or read some books. Yeah... that's it." I replied.

"What kind of movies?" She asked. I frowned. She was also going to say the same thing as Rose said.

"I like horror, thriller and suspense." I replied. She looked up at me and nodded her head.

"When did you watch the movie for last time? And which one?"

I huffed in frustration staring at the wall clock now. I just wanted the session to get over so that I could go back to work. I was on a half day leave and was supposed to join by noon sharply. There was so much work to do.

She repeated the question which was when I started focusing on her again.

"I watched Insidious last night and Obsession day before yesterday. And just a week ago I watched a web series, You." I replied in nonchalance.

"And you were talking about books?"

"Beyond Tears." I replied.

She looked up at me and smiled, "I think you are thinking way too much about the movies you watch and the books you read. You should try something else for few days. Start learning something new. Do what makes you happy. Do something that excites you. Think about the thing you like. Think about what you want to do in future...."

You mean think about giving a BJ to sugar daddy?

To my bad, I hadn't even seen sugar daddy in past two weeks. According to Smitha, he was busy with VLaunch, his other company, which needed his attention.

I was upset at first but then realized it was for the best that he wasn't showing up. I was sure that each day he delayed, my crush on him would fade. It was getting too much. I didn't want to make a fool of myself by dreaming of a married man.

A man who gave me an orgasm without even touching me!

And that is why he was dangerous for me. So, so dangerous that it was starting to scare me that why I was so concerned about him! My mind didn't know a full stop. It just kept replaying that  hot dream infront of my eyes, which was the reason of my delayed blog contents at work.

"....six tablets. Follow my instructions strictly and show up for the next session." She smiled at me.

I got up with a smile on my face. I hadn't even heard her. I picked up the prescription she had handed me and walked out. I crumpled it and threw it in the bin outside. I didn't need her medication.