Em You're Perfect

Shutter Shock

It's not true...it's not true, it can't be.

Flashback

"Emily, we need to talk," My mom shuffled uncomfortably." There's been an accident."
"What happened, is everything okay?"
"Your sist-,"she began to cry. "Your sister is in the hospital."
"Is she okay?"
"We need to leave...now."
She is pretty hurt right now.

End of flashback

So now I am sitting beside an off-white framed window as Hanna lays in the hospital bed next to my navy blue chair. It was a truck. Just a stupid truck.

The rain trickled down the window, but then my phone buzzed.

Kevin: how's your sis?

Are you kidding me?!?!? I hadn't even told anyone that my sister was in an accident. That's the thing about having a famous family. You can't hide anything. No matter how hard you try it will always come out one way or another.

Me: she's fine...I'm about to leave in a little bit. lunch¿
Kevin: sure, my treat, Chipotle?
Me: sure, I'll meet u in an hour
Kevin: see you then

The clothes that I were wearing were lazy:
Gray joggers
White tee
Nike Roshes
Makeup and hair weren't done. Yikes.
I got up to hug my sister before I left.
I really wish that she didn't look at her phone...

Home

I quickly hopped into the shower and did my hair.
Once I was done, I looked good for a casual lunch.
OUTFIT
White tee
Jean jacket with hood
Light wash jeans
Black Doc Martens
Infinity ring
Sunglasses
HAIR
Messy bun
MAKEUP
Natural face
Smokey eye
Lipgloss

At least I looked good now.

Because of what happened to my sister, I walked to Chipotle.
15 minutes without my phone was a great time to think.
The sunglasses dodged the paparazzi.
Nothing wrong with the subway.
There was a certain part of me that felt relaxed while taking it easy.

There wasn't anyone texting me about what to wear tomorrow or if they should get a bob or not.
Honestly, I do not care.

Chipotle

I was greeted by Kevin and his BMW. He smiled and took me inside.
My order was usually the same: beef, white rice, cheese, sour cream, lettuce, chips, and hot salsa with a water.
Kevin could actually never decide so he asked for what. I got in a burrito or taco.
We sat down at a counter by a window.
Light rain outside.
We ate with the occasional joke here and there.
I wasn't in the mood, but I wanted to be.
Kevin's a good guy and he really tries to cheer me up.

Once we were done, we headed to his apartment for some movies.

Sometimes you just need time to unwind and relax with the comfort of someone who knows this.