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"fleur you look so pretty!" mrs jacobs yelped as she squeezed me into a hug.

"so how are you?" she questioned me with a fake smile on her face.

instead of answering her question at first i stared at the details on her face. i could see that she was trying to hide the pain but i could see the tears filling up like a pool in her eyes. i could tell she wasn't getting enough sleep by the prominent under bag eyes that remind me of mine. i could see the pain in her smile and i could also hear it in her laugh. i'm very observant to the little details, which i'm grateful for but sometimes ill never forget the details i want to forget. ruel's yellow specs in his eyes, i'll never forget those eyes. i'll never forget the way his cheeks shrivel up when he laughs, oh and his laugh oh god his laugh, his laugh gave me so much serotonin i'd do anything to make him laugh again. but the thing is, i'll never make him laugh again. i lost two of the most important people in my life, i'd still have ruel if i had more energy, and more love to give, i'd still have gracey if i wasn't so selfish and stupid and let her drive. i've lost the only people who have made me feel wanted, and it's all my fault.
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i got startled when i heard my sister screaming in my ear.

"uh earth to fleur? knock knock you there?" maeve laughed as she repeatedly knocked my head.

"stop" i said coldly while turning my head abruptly.