HOME IS WHERE YOU ARE [COMPLETED]

Kya Mujhko Yaad Karti Hai?

I never find myself this much jobless.

       I am not getting a job....
Don't have anyone where I can hide from my loneliness....
  Shayani is doing her best to accompany me... But... She has her life... Also she is mysterious... Always want to find someone.. But She never told me about him or her...
   Whenever I asked her she said that she is searching for her biggest enemy....
    
      This loneliness is chasing me.... As if like I am running away form it but it will keep chasing me untill I fell into the well of depression.

      Pappa came back after a long business trip.
His face gave me a bouquet of happiness which I was searching for ages.
  Papa heard about Uncle John.

I didn't have to tell him that how much pain is growing inside me.... He can see it.

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At night... I was on my computer,, searching jobs an all.

    Papa came into my room.

Papa : Busy??
   I gave him a failure smile.... That I wish I was busy but I am not...

Me: Of course not..

    He was looking at my room...
My room is untouched... I am just using the bed and the corner table.... Everything  in my room is as lifeless as me.....

Papa took a book and and sat on my bed...

    Papa : Have you read this book??

I didn't even knew that I have a book like that...

Me: Naaa... Its so boring...

Papa : How do you know that?? 

Me: Look at the cover... So dull.

Papa: hahahahhah... Beta... Never judge a book by its cover..
   But if you really want to judge then judge it on the basis of the writer.

Me: So.... You came to my room to tell me what kind of book it is???

Papa : Hahah... No no... Bahut dino se tujhse thik tarah baat nehi kia... So I thought that we should have a father-daughter conversation.

Me: ooohhhkkk.... Tell me...

Papa closed the book... He looked at me like he is really anxious about whatever conversation we are going to have.....

Papa : So... Tiri.. What's your plans about future???

Wow... Great... Even I don't know.

Me: Find a good healthy stable job... Yeh mil jaye pehle...

Papa : but you applied before right??  A lot of times..... Don't you think you should stop trying and take some little help from me.? 

Is my father telling me to stop trying???  well it's discouraging.... What the hell happened to him???

Me: Papa!......have you lost hope on me?? 

Papa : Nehi beta... I want to say that I can help....

Me: Achha.... I see... Yes... I am being jobless for more than a year... And.... I can't see any hope.... So but obvious you are also losing hope.... (I smirked at my luck).

Papa : I am your father... Can't I do anything for you,?

Me: Yes please... Tell me... I would love to work wherever you recommend....