"KIA!" I woke up to Colby yelling my name. I roll my eyes and slowly get out of bed. It's too early for this shit. I walk halfway down the stairs to see what he needs. "Colby it's fucking 7:38 in the morning. What could you possibly need?" I ask him. He just stares at me and looks down at what I'm wearing, and then I realize. I never changed out of my clothes from last night.
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(Like that, but with a small baby bump and without the shoes.)
"The fuck are you wearing?" I heard Sam say. "Clothes? It's nothing bad." I just stare at them like they're crazy. I mean, they are but yeah-. I then heard the sounds of video games. I squint my eyes at Sam and Colby and realize that neither of them have controllers. So I walk down the stairs to see who the fuck is in our house. As soon as I see the guy who's sitting in MY spot in MY couch I almost start crying. I can't take my eyes off him. As I turn my head to look at Colby I feel the tears on my cheeks.
"Colby. Why the fuck is Brennen here." I planned on saying that calmly, but that's not how it turned out. Clearly Brennen hadn't seen me and when he looked up, I could SEE the anger in his eyes. He stared me right in the eyes, and I stared back at him, fearing my life. He then looked down and his eyes widened. I immediately looked at Colby for help, but all he did was stare. Brennen slowly stood up. I knew if I said anything he would run at me, so I quickly turned my phone on and texted both Sam and Colby, "Help me" I sent it as fast as I could. I heard both of their phones ding. Colby read it first and his eyes widened, it looked like he remembered what Brennen used to do to me.
"Brennen I'm gonna need you to leave," Sam said not even looking up from his phone. Brennen stepped closer to me, not paying attention to Sam.
"H-hi Brennen...?" I stuttered. Fuck, why did I stutter. It makes me look weak, I hate looking weak. I quickly stood my ground. I stared straight in his eyes.
"Nice to finally see you again..." he said smirking. I could see fury in his eyes. I wonder why, I've never done anything to him. He took another step closer to me, I stayed still. I saw Colby start to get in front of me so I broke my gaze off of Brennen and stared at Colby, telling him no with my eyes. He backed off slowly.
When Brennen saw his chance to either attack me or pin me against the wall, I ducked and stepped over. I immediately grabbed his hair and pulled his head back, slamming him into the wall. I ran to Colby and he held me in his arms as I started shaking.
"Get out Brennen," Colby growled. He tightened his grip around my shoulders as Brennen stood up slowly. We watched him leave the house angrily. My mind was racing. I barely even heard Brennen call me a fat bitch. "I'm going to my room," I whispered. I wiggled my way out of Colby's grip on me and ran off before they could say anything.
When I got to my room I locked the door and slowly slid down it. I put my head on my knees and silently cried for about two minutes. When u stop I look up a bit and see the shiny piece of metal hidden under my bed. I smile.
I get up and walk to my bed, leaning down. I moved my hand around and finally touched the cold blade. Sighing in satisfaction I stand back up, now holding the blade in my hand. I pull my skirt down and sit in my bed. I slowly drag the blade in my thigh, making deep cuts into my thighs..
