AUTHORS NOTE: Hey guys! so i noticed in the last chapter i had a lot of spelling errors and stuff please forgive me! I'll try harder! Anyway i hope you're enjoying the story!
Liam's POV:
'What am i gonna do? What am I gonna do?' was all I could think right now, I had just messed up bad, there was no way Zayn didn't realize it was me! Maybe I would get lucky and he'd feel the same...ugh who am i kidding, really who would like me? Even if someone did like me it wouldn't be someone so beautiful like Zayn. After driving to my house just a few minutes away from the hospital I decided I needed to talk to someone about it, so I called Niall.Ring...ring...ri-
"Ello?" Niall asked...there seemed to be a lot of background noise I noticed.
"Uh, hey Niall.."
"What's up?" the noise in the background got quieter. "What happened to you at the hospital?"
I cringed at the thought of answering the question, right now there was no other choice but to lie. "My mom called she needed me to come home, but I do need to talk to you about something else..."
"Yeah sure. Just make it kinda quick i'm kinda in the middle of something."
"Ok well, I think I'm in love with Zayn..." It came out so fast I had no idea how he was going to react.
Niall's POV:
"Ok well, I think I'm in love with zayn..." At first I couldn't process what Liam had said, he said it so fast but once I thought about it for a second I realized what he said and it tore me apart.
"Hey! That's great! You guys would really make a cute couple, you should tell him Liam. I tried to sound as happy as I could, I guess it worked.
"You really think so?" Liam asked in his puppy dog voice. I knew how hard it was for him to let people know how he really felt, he usually just kept it all inside. It surprised me he trusted me so much.
"Yeah! Now I have to go we can talk about it more later, bye!"
"Alright bye."
'Click' I was so glad he hung up, not only was I at the pub (which Liam disapproves of) but I just couldn't bare to talk about it anymore, I had no idea what I was going to do. I mean I know how crazy and stupid it sounds because...Zayn and I have barely had 2 conversations, but I really like Zayn. He was my first guy crush and he was what made me realize that I wasn't straight. I felt so bad too because I knew Zayn couldn't be gay or even bi...he was just too amazing, I knew i couldn't be that lucky, but at the same time I felt even worse for Liam...he was actually gonna go after Zayn and I knew he would be so hurt when he got turned down. 'Good thing I was already in the best spot to drown out these feeling' I thought as I sat down in the bar stool and turned to the bar tender.
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"C'mon Niall, let's go..." the voice was familar, kind of gruff but yet still soothing. I didn't have the capacity to concentrate on anything for very long, before I knew it I was unconcious.
(Dream)
I saw him, I saw Zayn.. he was standing at the end of a very long hallway it was odd though, while I was looking at him he seemed to be loooking past me at something else and just as I started to walk towards him I felt someone brush past me and I looked over only to see Liam running for Zayn and he looked so happy he opened his arms and Liam jumped into his arms. "Zayn! Zayn!" I yelled but they couldn't hear me,,,I couldn't even hear myself. It was so painful to watch him walk away from me, especially with someone else. I just collapsed and sat in the that cold, dimmly lit hallway and cried for what seemed like hours.(End Dream)
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