Once Grey

chapter 5: Drunk

Song for this chapter: Drunk by Zayn
Edwin's POV
I was already drunk , buh I honestly couldn't stop thinking of those grey eyes and wavy hair with the most kissable lips . Why i'm I even saying all this. I'm pretty much disgusted with women . They are manipulators , all they do is break those who love and care for them. That's why it was better for me to use them before they used me. They were crafty. I wonder if there was something extraordinary in the fruit Eve ate, that makes men so crazy about women. Maybe I just find her fit for my games ..you Know...like a good prey. I can't let myself be controlled by love. Love may bring happiness at first but it ruins you completely. It ruined alot of people and I'm not gonna add to the list. Sometimes it's better not to know people because by knowing them you just get hurt by your expectations. People said love brought life but in my case love brought death and darkness. I don't know when I left the frat house but I was hitting on a door .I don't know what took me there but I was there. And then suddenly the door opened and I saw those eyes again...those grey eyes ,so innocent full of wonder .
" Greyyy" i slurred as I walked pass her into the room
"What are you doing here?"I heard her shout but it rather came out as a whisper to me cuz I threw myself on the bed I saw at e right . It wasn't girlish just mature .
"I can be wherever I wanna be Grey doing whatever I want to do" my head was spinning but I guess my pride was one of the things that couldn't spin, even if I was wasted.
" You can do whatever you wanna do out of my room cuz when you are in here it's my place not yours."
"Nice one" I let out a small laugh " buh I'm not leaving anytime soon"
"Edwin, Edwin " she called out
Honestly I couldn't really speak , man this bed was comfy and smelt so good too

Andrea's POV
After my appointment today I went back to my room , I loved it when I was usually alone with my thoughts and my illusions . I loved creating scenes in my mind . Wishing that things didn't turn out the way they did..but I couldn't change it. I know I should forget and move on ..but I can help but blame myself for his death ..it was my fault anyway. I have to move on ..I tell myself that everyday but sometimes I feel like I deserve being punished.
I did my assignments and just sat on my bed texting , Kaylie wasn't there neither was Cari , and Val had boyfriend issues , Alan was probably with his crew. I sat on the bed cross-legged with my notepad writing every thought I ever had and still had; that's what Dr David told me to do , he said it will make me feel better and it actually does. It's kinda better than talking to real people who might judge me afterwards. I wrote both negative and positive thoughts even the bad dreams I had ,I always wrote them down. I was suddenly interrupted by the banging of the door." I went to see who it was but when I opened the figure just passed me and got in.
"What are you doing here" I asked he was the last person I wanted to be in a room right now. Instead of answering to my question he just plumped on my bed.
" I can be wherever I wanna be Grey doing whatever I want to do"he said like it was some inspirational talk or something though he looked drunk.
"You can do whatever you want to do out of my room cuz when you are in here??" It's my place not yours.
" Nice one " he gave a small laugh but I'm not leaving anytime soon.
"Edwin, Edwin.." gush I can't believe this . He's like depriving me in my own room.i take my phone and I walk to Cari's room and luckily she's back , I asked if I could sleep there and she let me , apparently Valeria wasn't coming bàck that night. I didn't really feel comfortable on a bed that wasn't mine buh I managed to sleep.
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Andrea's POV
It's already been a week after that incident, I could say Edwin and I have been getting along. Well I won't actually say getting along, we just tried not to kill each other. He was pretty secretive , almost hard to even know the colour of his eyes . I didn't sit alone at the cafeteria I always sat with Cari and Val and sometimes with Alan and the guys. I have still being trying to figure out why he showed up , no biggie I guess he was just drunk.
"Are you always this quiet Grey??" It took me a while to realise he was talking to me
"Well I'm only quiet when I have grumpy people around me" this boy really loved picking fights .
"I think it's because you are....umm...kinda grey"he said putting on a thoughtful face.
"Grey??" I raised a brow puzzled
" You know ..cuz your eyes are grey which kinda signifies confusion which can also be some sought of annoyance" he said it like he was explaining some sought of science project and I just glared at him. Was he actually saying I'm confused and annoying?
" Oh my" i said with my hand against my chest "thanks for noticing my eyes are Grey, Mr. Obvious, honestly I didn't know". I said with sarcasm .
This are one of the days we just had a free period and did nothing and ofcourse I was stuck with him. No one wanted to switch seats with me . I was kinda jealous of the dude Alan sat with. They always made silly jokes.
" You welcome mill lady" he said with that British accent of his and I couldn't help but roll my eyes.

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