Vanessa D'Angelo is a regular teenager that moved to Tulsa Oklahoma with her older brother, but things get out of hand once she meets one of her brother best friends. Who is he? And why is she so crazy over a guy she just met? Read more to find out...
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Vanessa Pov.
I woke up in my bed room, the memories from last night ran through my head. I laid on my side and started into space as thoughts consumed me whole.
"Good morning sweetie, it's a new day and we have your favorite for breakfast! Bacon and hash browns" my mom opened the curtains and the sun was shining in my room, I just kept facing the wall
"Honey?" My mom sat next to me "it wasn't your fault and you know that, and it's okay, but it happened years ago, and it's time to move on" I didn't answer
"Come on baby, we can go shopping, and have a girls day" I didn't answer
"Well I'm going to be late to work since you aren't getting up, call me if anything, Tim, Curly, and Angela are coming by later Okay?.......I love you," she kissed my head and left
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I stayed in bed for another 2 hours, then I wanted to just drink. I got up and saw my blade just sitting there on the counter. I grabbed it and looked at it, I put it to my wrist and slowly saw the blood ooze out of my wrist. I didn't feel anything it was like my wrist was numb. I cut another line leading to another one until I finally snapped into reality
"Fuck" I ran to the sink and rinsed off the blood. I disinfected it and it hurt.
"One year clean out the drain" I put on my hoodie to hide the cuts and some leggings. I put my hair in a messy bun and walked out and went to bucks to drink.
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I walked in and sat on the stool
"Beer strong beer" I mumbled
"What's with you?" The bar tender chucked and gave me the beer, I ignored him.
"Some one got a cancer stick? Oxy? Coke?" I asked
"Damn Whats got you in a mood" another guy sitting next to me asked
"Do you have it or not?" I asked
"Here cancer stick" they slid a box and I grabbed on and started to smoke away.
"Life sucks" I mumbled
"And you didn't know that?" The guy laughed
"How old are ya look young to be drinking" another guy asked
