Sanders Sides One-shots

punished(Moceit)

((TW e*ting d*sorder(specifically an*r*xia) ,self hate,mentions of s*lf h*rm, counting calories Remus calls Patton daddy at some point because it's who he is))

Patton's POV
I was in my room writing down everything I've eaten today,all the calories,any cuts I've made,how much I've worked out today,how much water I've drank and most importantly how much I weighed 120 pounds(About 54.5 kg) I was still looking fat,to gross. I finally finished writing down what I had to,the page written in neat,loopy,blue writing and organized so I can look back easier. I put my nearly full journal with my other ones under my bed and went down to the kitchen,I wasn't going to eat,no, I was going to grab a water and go for a run. I needed to loose the calories I ate earlier anyways. I had a cookie and I was still disgusted with myself. Like,how could I do that to myself. I needed to work off those calories and punish myself later.

"Where are you going  Padre?"I hear behind me as I lace up my baby blue converse

"Im just going on a run Kiddo" I respond with a happy tone.

"Didn't you already go on one today,we were about to do a movie night if you want to join instead" he says

"No thank you Roman, also yeah,I have but I just like them. Ill be back soon and ill make Dinner when i get back okay?"

"Okay Patt,have fun"

"Thank you" after that I head outside taking a run.

I ran until I felt like I couldn't breathe. Until I felt like my lungs were collapsing. I ran until I felt the world spin. I ran until I was about to pass out,about a mile. I took a break drinking a bit of the water still walking,I never stopped moving i never did I claimed it was energy but its really just boring calories. As long as you move you burn calories. Soon I started to run again,it was a process I would run until I couldn't anymore,then I would walk until I could breathe a bit then I would run again. This went on a good five,sixes times before I ran back to the mind palace. My face was red,my breathing was ridged by the time I got back. It hurt to breathe. I walked back to my.room sitting down just long enough to catch my breathe and write down what I ran. What I drank, everything. I then finished my water and went downstairs.

As I get downstairs i start to make dinner for everyone,but my of course. I was making russet garlic chicken with pasta,knowing it was a 'fan favorite' with everyone. It was my favorite too that's why I made it. As a bit of a punishment for earlier. This wasn't my punishment this was more teasing myself. I knew i wouldn't eat it. Anyways I cook happily,I really do love cooking. I love making food. I hate eating it.

"Hello Patton, I came to ask what dinner was tonight?" A calm,monotone voice came from behind me.

"Russet garlic chicken with pasta Logan,it shouldn't take too long." I reply turning to the logical side with a smile

"Okay,thank you" he starts "also,are you okay?" He asks

"Yes,why wouldn't I be?" I ask confused

"You were really red when you got home. I just wanted to be sure but you were in your bedroom before I could ask earlier" he explained

"Oh, yeah,im okay! I just ran a bit too much is all Lo! Thank you for worrying Kiddo but im okay"i reply calm

"Okay as long are you are alright. I shall see you at dinner" Logan then leaves.

I continue to cook by the time everything has a few minutes left in the oven i hurry and get everyone from their rooms. During meals everyone gathered around. Light sides,dark sides,neutral sides. anyone that was a part of Thomas's personality. Anyone in the mind palace.

"Pranks,Missy dinner will be done soon" i say knocking on the neutral sides door. Pranks and Missy didn't really make much if an appearance in videos,Missy was misleading compliments and pranks was pretty self explanatory. They were the youngest here,almost like children.