Gabriel's Inferno

chapter -31

Gabriel's pov

It's been two days since I visited the hospital to meet Sophia. I want to go but still I just couldn't because what would I say to her. I wouldn't be able to meet her eyes. I am still in dilemma what should I do ?

on the other hand I was thinking of breaking things off with the Samantha but now I can't do that too. I can't leave my future heir. I won't run off from my duties .

but still 3 months are left before the contract between me and Sophia finishes. it is so confusing ,my life has become a major drama in which the troubles are stuck with me like leeches.

in the meantime my phone rang and i picked it up with haste.

“hello sir, I am speaking from hospital.  your wife has been discharged from the hospital 2 hours ago. I just want to make sure if she has reached safely because you were not present at the moment. ”

“Discharged  what do you mean who took her ,as far as a no one from her family was informed about her accident .”

“sir if you want, I can give you the details of the person who had got her discharged. ”

“yes please do it right now .”

“Yes sir,  it's Xavier Knight your younger brother from what I recall and he knew all about the accident and he got Mrs knight discharged from the hospital .”

“ok thank you! ”I hung up the phone.
my blood boiled, here I was feeling guilty and she was enjoying there with her lover AKA my brother I'm so stupid and an idiotic person to even care a bit about her but I can't get rid of those feelings in one day.

I can't even concentrate on my work when she's on my mind all day long.  heck I can't even stop thinking what she might be doing with Xavier. I might go insane if I kept thinking about her.
I am jealous I am so fucking jealous. why  can't I be with her? I need her but she doesn't. with those  thoughts i threw all the paper work which was kept on my table and just held my head in my hands to clear my mind. I am yearning to see her but I can't.

Uhh...please lord I might go insane if this kept happening with me .I took my jacket which was hanging over the back side of my leather  chair and approached  to my car and went back home. meanwhile I stared at my mobile thinking, should I call her? or should not ?
I will not! she should have called  me if she needed too but she didn't. She called Xavier  instead of me. I entered inside the Mansion with the headache and laid down on the couch trying to relax myself but can't feel myself tranquil until I see her. her jealous face whenever I hold hands with the Samantha. Her pouty lips,everything kept flashing in front of my face. I can't hold my emotions back  anymore  and my eyes welled up with tears. I hope no one sees me.

other people might perceive  that I am heartless  but I am not. I also have emotions and now I can't hold myself back anymore. especially  with Sophia she always brings out the worst of me I don't want to admit it but I miss her. not only her presence but  also her mischievousness. I don't know how, in just a matter of few months I got emotionally attached to her.

I was feeling so tired and I tried to close my eyes thinking of Sophia what she would do if  sees  me in this state. Uhh.. I want to stop thinking about her. I think I should sleep it would be more better than thinking about her but at the same time my stomach grumbled reminding me I have not eaten since afternoon and I am starving right now.

“ do you want to eat something I have already made food you can eat it whenever you want to” a voice came from behind me I turned my neck in such a speed that it might have cracked. There I saw Sophia standing all in her Glory. Her curves sticking out  of her pyjamas. The innocence was still plastered on her face. Bandage was wrapped around her temple I tried to clear my  eyes discreetly not showing that I was crying just a minute ago and run towards her and hugged her with all my might. it was the most satisfying feeling that I have felt in past few days and she hugged me back tightly. the feeling I got was an unimaginable. I want to feel like this till eternity but I know this moment is not going to last longer. I know it's wrong but still I just cant stop myself. She betrayed me  but I was also wrong I got Samantha pregnant too. we stayed like this for a minute or two and then I pushed her back when I came back to my senses.  I was too embarrassed  to even look in her eyes. she just chuckled at my state and told me with her cute smile that food has been kept on the kitchen counter I  can have it after refreshing myself .

I without  looking towards  her went back to my bedroom got myself refreshed and came back to eat food which I was addicted to for very long time .

there was another problem I don't think Sophia knows about Samantha being pregnant and I also don't want to tell her because I don't want to hurt her.

let's see what future beholds for us.

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