Bloah
"It's kinda stupid cause I get really jealous when think about someone else having you when I don't even have you myself"
Song
Heather by Conan Gray
Written in Blake's POV
I still remember third of December,
Noah and I were cuddled up together in my room watching a movie
Me in your sweater
I fiddled with the strings of Noah's champion hoodie
You said it looked better on me then it did you
He had given it to me after saying I look cute and he just looked like a toad.
Only if you knew how much I liked you
Every night I would slip into the hoodie because it reminded me of Noah
But I watch your eyes as she walks by...
I saw the way Noah starred at Dixie, and it made me sick.
what a sight for sore eyes...
She was so beautiful though, many guys fell for her
Brighter then the blue sky, she's got you mesmerized while I die
It hurt when you would get up to talk to her, you would stop everything just to see her.
Why would you ever kiss me
I still remember that night when we got drunk together, Dixie doesn't know the things you told me.
I'm not even half as pretty...
I just looked in the mirror every day hoping one day I would be pretty enough for you
You gave her your sweater..
I told you that one day when we were drunk
It's just polyester...
That's all you replied with before changing the topic
But you like her better, I wish I were Heather...
I wished every single night that I could be Dixie.
watch as she stands with her holding your hand
I glared as you two were holding hands under the dinner table
Put your arm round her shoulder
You snuck your arm around her shoulder during the movie
Now i'm getting colder
I remember when you held me like that at night
But how could I hate her, she's such and angel
Dixie was never cold towards me, she always made sure to involve me
But then again kinda wish she were dead
I remember all the nights I stayed up hating myself for thinking that
As she walks by, what a sight for sore eyes
This time I was talking about my feelings and you left to talk to her.
Brighter then a blue sky, she's got you mesmerized while I die
I was finally over this, I pulled you into my bedroom and let it all fall out of my mouth
Why would you ever kiss me, i'm not even half as pretty
You starred in shock as I said it too you, like it wasn't already obvious
You gave her your sweater
I told you all my feeling and you didn't care
It's just polyester
You left the room again to talk to her
But you like her better
I shut the door and then cried
I wish I were Heather
All I could think about is how I wanted to be her
I wish I were Heather
I just wanted you to like me again
I wish I were Heather
I had my bag packed and made sure to talk to you before getting on the plane
Why would you ever kiss me, i'm not even half as pretty, you gave her your sweater
you just muttered at me
It's just polyester
I shook my head and looked at you for the last time
But you like her better, wish I were....
I turned and didn't come back.
Ya'll I'm so sorry that this is bad, I have never done one of these before so ADFHAIUHFLD
