Ignored (Dark Logan x Remus)

Comfort in Company

(TW: should I stop putting swears? Sexual implications, Intrusive thoughts)
*Remus POV*
I hear a knock on the door. Logan is unconscious. Fuck. The knocking gets louder and a voice calls for his name, "Logan??". I change my voice to sound like Lo's, "One moment, please!" I call out at the voice. The knocking stops and the person outside waits. I hide his unconscious body because he'll be out for a while and I shapeshift into him. I clear my throat and fix my tie along with my glasses. 'Talk smart' I thought to myself. I go and open the door to be met by a tall prince. 'Oh shit' I try to hold a straight (Hah! No-) face "Greetings Roman, is there something you needed?" I ask trying to be like Logan. "Thomas needs you for some work," He says, looking at me with hate. I felt bad for Logan... Is this what he deals with? "I apologize bro- Roman- I'm not finished with my work yet." I fumble with my words, almost calling him bro. "Ok... You should really keep working on that slang, and I'll let Thomas know," he says before walking away. Once I see he's gone I close the door quickly. The first thing I did was change back then go over to Logan. I sat there for about an hour and he finally woke up with a groan. "Hey Dark side!" I cheer. He looked at me confused for a second but I watched him start remembering. What I mean is his face went from tired and confused and very slowly transitioned to a lot of things at once but a lot of fear and stuff. Now I don't tell anyone this because it's more fun that way but I can hear everyone when they think negative thoughts. This is one reason why I don't sleep. I know everyone's problems in great detail. Logan has heard it and seen it so much he is convinced that he is a useless side and Janus should take his place. He also thinks feelings are a bad thing so there goes any hope of him liking me. I'm sure Roman knows who he likes because he can hear those things. I wanted to say something about his thoughts but he might be mad at me. "What now?" He looked up and asked me. "Well!- uh.. I didn't think this far ahead" I say nervously. He just looks at me like he's thinking really hard, "What? is there something on me face or are you just into me?~" I say with a wink. He rolls his eyes but it wasn't in an annoyed or irritated way. It was like he was having fun or something... It was like he didn't want me gone. It was nice to be wanted.
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We stayed quiet for a little but not the awkward kind. The nice kind thats calm and makes you feel better. The comfortable silence, y'know? I like it and I think it would only really happen with Logan. I've never been so calm with anyone ever. Just as they left, they came back. 'What if you just took him right now?'  No stop.. 'Look at how weak and small he is.. you could just grab him and tear all of that off'  No stop it! I don't want that! "Remus? Are you alright?" Logan inquires with concern clear in his voice. "huh?- Oh! Yeah I'm okay!" I exclaim trying to be my cheerful self without seeming nervous, but god I really could just take him.. No! Stop it! That's wrong... Suddenly I feel a warm touch on my hand. I look up to see Logan is holding my hand. I feel my cheeks go bright red. My cheeks rise up as I feel the smile grow on my face. He looks so cute, he has such beautiful and deep blue eyes, his skin was so soft, even on his hands. He was the most perfect thing I had ever seen. 'Just do it... take  him... you know you want to...'  I think I squeezed his hand again because he flinched and got worried. "Remus what's wrong?" he asked almost desperately. "Well..." I hesitated as he nodded patiently, "I get intrusive thoughts myself, it can get kind of bad sometimes but nothing I can't handle!" I exclaimed trying to seem brave. He saw right through me. He pulled me close and hugged me. I was so confused but I just hugged back as I heard his soft voice, "It's okay, I don't know what they are saying but they are wrong... it's going to be alright." Then suddenly, it stopped. They all just stopped. I just held him tight. I never want to let go, not ever. I could stay like this for years, my whole life even... I check the time, 12:03, we should go to sleep. "Hey, Lo, it's late, we should go to sleep," I ask feeling myself get more tired by the second. He nods and pulls away which I wish he didn't. Then a rechid idea comes into my mind. "Hey Lo, I kind of have trouble sleeping alone, would you maybe sleep with me?" I asked and hope he agrees. His face kind of goes a light shade of pink while he speaks, "Well... I suppose as long as it's just to help." he says in his calm tone. I felt the excitement gathering up inside me, imagining Logan being that close to me all night. I wanted it so back and it was so close. I grab his hand lightly and pull him to the bed. I lay down excited and wait for Logan to come next to me which he does. I cuddle him just slightly as I watch him fall asleep. Once I'm sure he's asleep I cuddle him close and eventually fall asleep myself.