Caskett ~ All I need

chapter 9

Kates POV

When Kate entered her home it was dark and she almost fell about her shoes and mumbeling some swears under her breath she activated the light switch. Now that she could see it was a bit easier to walk but not easy.

The alcohol was still in her blood and the only thing she could think of now was a shower. A long refreshing shower. So on her way to the bathroom Kate begun to unbottem her bluse and as she walked into it, the bluse was already in her hand. Seconds later the warm water run down her skin and the Detective let out a little moan. Her thoughts were still a bit weird, like the one that came to her mind now...

If Rick is also taking a shower now? Naked? She shook her head, why was she thinking about him ... naked? He is your partner. Your WORK Partner. And maybe your friend. You don't think about colleagues or friends naked! Ok? So stop that! She thought to herself and tried to concentrate on the shampoo, which was standing next to her.

But this only led to the thought if Rick likes her shampoo and she loves his. Ok wait, this is getting crazy now, I probably should go catch some sleep. Yeah I guess that's the right thing to do. The moment she finished that thought, she went out of the shower and grabbed a towel. Kate didnt feel the need to put on some clothes because it was really warm inside her apartment and she was living alone.

Beckett felt a bit hungry but decided that sleep is better than food so she went to bed. Even though she was tired she couldn't fall asleep. With her eyes closed she laid on her bed with that towel around her waist. No matter what Beckett did, she couldn't calm herself down. Especially her mind. It always came back to him offerering her his hand to dance to this slow slong. She was afraid and didn't wanna let him near her so she said no and even though Beckett saw that her action hurt him she couldn't do anything about it.

Because this dance wouldn't have stayed  just a dance. He would have probably kissed her and she would have probably kissed him back and one thing ledding to another they would have ended up having sex. And after the writer got this, got what he wanted, he would lose interest. He would stop following her around.

Wait, isn't that the thing that I always wanted since day one? Am I so used to him being around that I don't want him to go? To lose interest in me? Wow ok... but the thing is: does he like it being my parnter. MINE? Because of ME? The real me and just my body? Well he seems pretty interested in that, but I think he also likes me. If he wouldn't he wouldn't wanna dance with me...
Argh Kate you need to sleep, damn it!

Hey, so I know it has been a while and I am sorry. If you are interested in the reason: School started and I have to focus, because this year is really important BUT the thing, which I hope you guys will like, is, that I am writing on another CASKETT Fiction, this time in my native language GERMAN and I am, also in GERMAN, writing a fiction about MALEC, in case you don't know them, they are a gay couple ( boyxboy) on Shadowhunters and with Caskett my number 1 OTP, but with this fiction I've learned to write the whole story first and then upload, this is way easier and I don't feel pushed and pressured to write, as I feel with this one.
A LITTLE WARNING: I dont know if I will continue writing this story BUT if I should stop don't be sad, one day, if I got enough free time I am sure I will continue writing.
I just wrote this chapter because I wanted to inform you, I still hope u guys like it and maybe leave a like and comment💛