TOTGA - BOOK2 - TK

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"more." his voice were into void his head were hanging low and his brain dizzed as if they were dancing with a slow tempo, rolling around the fancy room of the club he got used to see every night, mostly because its been three straight days he was drinking, its only been 4 in the afternoon.

the guy at the counter can only do nothing but serves him, its his alpha. though jungkook himself knows he was clearly out of mind.

a week without chaeyoung is a lifeless week for him. a week without his wife, a week without his mate. he closed his eyes, tears seems to be so drained that it won't came out from his eyes any longer.

even hurted his son earlier this morning, jeongsan is just too much of an annoying kid this morning saying he wants his toys to be bought with jungkook but the man wasn't in the mood.

so he hurt him, but he regret it, he knows he does so much but jimin wont let him see his kids afraid that he would use his alpha strength to hurt them.

"more." drink after drink, and he got drunk though the night flies so slow.

"a-alpha you have been drinking a lot these days..." the man from the counter stated trying his best to not touch the sensitive part.

"i think you should stop and go home." jungkook didn't listen. he glared at him and continue to drink the last dip of his drink.

"more." he only said once with his alpha voice and the man came nodding his head and submit to his alpha.

it wasn't right, and it wasn't wrong either. he has always been to drink around but we can't still say what will happened when he was out of the bar right?

"kook." he take all of his power to look at the man but he was blurry his features were familiar either are his voice and the shape of his face.

"who the fuck are you?" the man would have rip his throat but he just thought that he was drunk and not really on the state of mind so he sighs.

"its hoseok." he really came from sweden to korea because of the news. well he was late but he got to visit chaeyoung earlier.

jimin told him that jungkook was again, on that same club, drinking and his kids was on the house, together with jimin, chae's older brother.

"oh brother, you came." he tried getting his words slow but firm but it came out soft. "you have to go home."

home?

where?

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jungkook was now draping his arms around hoseok who is trying to carry him, you know being an older brother isn't really a pain in the ass but for hoseok, having a jeon jungkook as his brother, no way in hell.

but other than being a pain in the ass, he knows jungkook is too hurt to realise that he wasn't the jungkook anymore.

the jungkook who is stubborn and cocky.
he was now the jungkook is weak, as if is not an alpha anymore.

"hoseok brother.." he mumbled from his breath and the man just hummed, not really trying to make a conversation with a drunkard.

"w-why did she left?" and as if on cue, he heard him sobbed whilst they were now on the car, jungkook groaned when he was thrown completely beside the driver  seat.

"i dont want to talk with you right now, its better if you are sober." he heard him cackle.

"i-i just wanna know why, y-you i-i dont have anyone right now hyung, left me and i dont know what to do." its as if hoseok was slapped with heaven and hell, he looked at jungkook.

"you said that as if you dont know that she was dying.." he was rolling his eyes and jungkook just laugh at what he said.

"that's because i dont. im mad because she left me without telling me!!" hoseok frowned.

"why?"

"i dont know, maybe because he dont want me to get hurt, but fuck hyung!!!" he looked at hoseok and a tear slipped out.

"im really hurt, and im mad." jungkook said and slump down into his seat.

"for years she hide it from me, and i didn't even know a single thing about why she got those stupid cancer. i could have helped her...."

"she said she wont leave me like everyone does." he rolled his tongue as if he was really sober and as if he didnt really drunk a few beers.

"but look at what she did, she left me into sorrow.." jeon hoseok was confused.

chaeyoung could have tell jungkook, and his brother could have done something about it. why didn't she tell everyone?

or did she tell them to be quiet and shut their mouth until she die?

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What do you all think about TOTGA BOOK2?