TOTGA - BOOK2 - TK

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"daddy why is mommy not talking to us..." jungkook looked over to where taehyung was sitting, jeongsan was om his left side and taehyung was left alone with his mother on the pack house.

he silently growled at the thought of that fucking bastard again, unfortunately he didnt see minho as soon as he drive to taehyung's place.

he immediately drove him to the hospital and the doctor said he is actually fine tho he is in his panic area right now, but either way, he wont even talk to him, taehyung did not talk at all. "well, mommy is really hurt right now and he can't talk to me either, maybe you should go home with uncle yoongi how does that sound buddy?"

yoongi is his bestfriend, well the best man of wars he could say the least, min's father was a very good worker of his father before so they got too attached but he has to school on daegu and got back here when jungkook announce something about him getting the place as their alpha.

yoongi used to be their playmates with his brother hoseok but you know, school sucks and they had to separate. but now, yoongi works for him as a warrior.

"b-but uncle yooni is scary tho.." jungkook softly chuckle at that and ruffled jeongsan's hair making the young boy grumbled.

even though in his peaks of giving up, he tried to see some reasons to stay alive, and then he sees them.
his sons, taehyung and jeongsan.

and he did not gave up.

you know, losing your mate hurts a hell lot, and giving up will make it more painful than just not moving on.
as soon as he had his sons with him, he is all good.

and besides, he has taehyung now so its a must to live. "he isnt gonna you, ill kill him myself."jungkook looked over to yoongi who rolled his eyes on his words, jeongsan giggled and nod his head before hoping down from the couch.

walking straightly slow to his mommy, he sighs.
"m-mommy.." taehyung smiled small and look at jeongsan making the boy smile too.

"hi baby, whats wrong??" his voice were so soft it gives tingles through jungkook's arms and neck, his hair were standing but he used to ignore them, eyes glued to taehyung's beautiful features.

"i had to go and play with taehyung, so i have to say goodbye and give you kisses." taehyung just make a small laugh and nod his head before leaning down to jeongsan's level.

"can i hug you baby?" jeongsan beams and immediately crashed over to taehyung's small frame jungkook blink.

"i love you mommy..."

"hm, i love you too." but his eyes were focus on jungkook whilst smiling sadly, jungkook's body just freezed but he feels hot.

as soon as the doors were slamming softly closed, jungkook sighs and looked over to taehyung who is pouting while playing with the hem of his shirt.

"hey.." though he was really nervous on talking to him, taehyung looked over to jungkook and smile.

"hi jungkook..." the man stood up as he walked his way to taehyung's bed, the boy slightly panicked but as soon as jungkook's hands held his, he calmed down.

jungkook's scents, he missed them but why does this feels so suddenly wrong. as if minho's words started to haunt him down, he pushed jungkook away lightly.

"whats wrong tae, you didnt talk to me, you didnt even tell me what happened when im gone." taehyung tried to make excuses, but its errored, because its just a waste of time.

knowing jungkook would never spare him from excusing himself. "what did he say to you? what did he do? taehyung fucking tell me before i fucking kill that bastard!" jungkook's voice started to hurt his ears.

he covers them and cried. "taehyung please tell me.." jungkook sits in his side and taehyung instantly hides in jungkook's embrace, crying.

"i-i cant be w-with you, jungkook y-you have to stay away from me.." jungkook frowned from his words, the last he checks they were okay. they were doing totally fine with eachother, fuck they even make love with eachother.

"whats wrong taehyung im so confused!" but taehyung only did shake his head, cupping jungkook's face and smile sadly.

"w-we have break things between us, jungkook w-we arent even soulmates, he have mistaken it a-again.." taehyung said, his tears were falling down, he barely sees jungkook's face.

"you're lying tae, look we are clearly trying!!" as if everything came back to where it all started to its end before, jungkook cries again.

because taehyung is just trying to let him go.

"i have you now taehyung please dont make it more harder for us!" taehyung gasoed for air, his hands started to shakes as it came slowly slipping down to both jungkook's legs.

"i thought you love me.." taehyung nod. "then why.. why the fuck are doing this again?" taehyung didnt talk.

"taehyung please, you cant keep on doing this, we are alright, we are doing fine baby please..." taehyung looked down and jungkook hugged him.

"chaeyoung is dead, you are here and thats what-"

"thats it jungkook! thats it!! she's dead and i cant be with you because of that!! i dont wanna betray her, i cant be with you because of some things we arent ready to face!" jungkook frowned, clearly trying to underatand things.

"look jungkook, people will hate you if you try this stupid relationship with me-"

"why would you fucking think that?" taehyung sighs and took jungkook's hands with his. "taehyung do you love me?"

taehyung sobs. "what if chaeyoung c-comes back?" he asked, and did not answered jungkook's question, making the man furrowed his eyebrows again.

"thats a stupid question." taehyung smiled at his answer nodding his head.

"right? now thats the first problem we have to face if we continue this-"

"she isnt going back!! she is dead taehyung how could you think about that? im starting to move on from her, i only love you and i hope you understands that, we arent teenagers, we arent the jungkook and the taehyung before, we are growing up and we dont have to repeat our mistakes!" taehyung's tears dried up but he's still sobbing continuesly, jungkook's words is just making him feels really light.

"have faith in me, let me have your trust this time, i dont know why you let me go before but please hold me tight right now, i dont wanna let go either tae.." he cant even look at jungkook's eyes right now due to because he was really embarrased.

"i love you.." taehyung said only three words can he only throw out, but thats enough for jungkook to smile softly and kissed his forehead.

"do you trust me taehyung?" the man felt him nod so he stared him im the eyes.

"let me in your heart again, and i promise you no one will get hurt anymore, not me, not everyone and especially not you."