TOTGA - BOOK2 - TK

twisted future

[8 six years later...]

"t-taehyung please don't do this.." the man took the sixteen years old boy's wrist to stop his hands on going down. the dining table started to be silent for awhile.

all these years he had been admiring him, since he was eight he always tried to seek for his attention, they always were so close before.

maybe this is why he used to be so affectionate to him, even to his little touches, he goes blushing too much, he likes him.

all these years, he tried to ignore the fact that he don't want him, that he wants him away. but what can he do?

he was still sixteen and he was too excited to reject his mate because of this man.

"dad and mom will be down soon, please stop this." his eyes started to water at his words, is it because he had set his eyes into someone else?

is it because of his mate?

"b-but hyu-"

"stop this, what you're feeling right now, we cant do i-" he frowned, why?

"then why hyung?" his lips curved into sadness, if he don't wanted all of this, then why?

"why what taehyung?" the gripped on his wrist started to softened but he was still holding him, he looked up with teary eyes, blinking them to take a look at his own eyes.

"then why do you kiss me back? why do you always hold me like you mean it? why d-did we do it..." the hands that were grasping his wrist were no longer there, he sobbed.

"it was a mistake.." taehyung shakes his head, while biting his lips, he clenches his fist as he looked down to his jeans where his fisting hands at.

"n-no..y-you can do that to me, i-i thought you love me?" taehyung said with shaky voice the closes his eyes and exhaled.

"we cant, please understand-"

"you said it to me that you love me, did you lie?" the alpha looked at him in the eyes, ofcourse he remembered it clearly, it was when they started everything, they started their first intimate time with eachother.

that night in his own bed. "a-answer me hyung, did you lie to me about your feelings?" he heard him sighs.

"no, you know i wouldn't lie to you, j-just, we cant do it, you have to let me go, we had to forget everything, and what happened should leave it behi-"

"why?!" taehyung shouted, but he himself knows too well, and he is well enough informed about it too, they cant, even when he always told him that, they cant.

he just cant understand, he kiss him, he was tempted, he holds him so gently when they had it the first time, they were too intimate..

"taehyung..." he sobbed, he snapped his head to look at the man who is sitting beside him, he took his hands and kissed it.

"p-please tell me you love me.." taehyung whispered, tears were falling down his eyes, he cant it no more, this just cant be happening.. "h-hyung please..."

the man took him by his neck and kissed him softly, he immediately melted in the softness and he feels his body tickles, and he don't care if they got caught by their parents, all he could is the sweetness of cigarette and lemons were there, and he could always admit, he love to taste them so much, stupid.

"i love you, ofcourse i do, i love you so much tae, but..." taehyung closed his eyes as soon as the man's forehead collided by his.

"we're brothers.." jeon jeongsan, his brother, twenty two years old.

but unfortunately...

they cant.

and they thought the story ended prettily, but they were wrong, the sadness was still there, hidden inside, not in their parents.

but maybe inside them, there's a lot.

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