TOTGA - BOOK2 - TK

N𝐞𝐛𝐮𝐥𝐚𝐫

taehyung grew nervous, it was time to say it out loud.

its already time to tell jungkook the truth, its time for their meet.

taehyung actually told seokjin to just tell jungkook, the guts. since he don't know what to do this time, he started to think about what he should say to jungkook when they meet.

actually, jungkook says yes to his offer to meet up, but he clearly knows that after this, jungkook would hate him.

tonight, 6 sharp, he was infront of the said location, it was some of a club but more private one. he was never been into a club these days. especially because he is an omega, baekhyun would never like that ever since they were highschools.

he scanned the whole dark red room with neon lights, his heart beat starts to join the beat of the loud music banging around the whole club, he pursed his lips while looking around.

and then he spotted him just a moment after he look over those bartender on the counter, he wasn't drinking which he was thankful for.

he slowly approached him with a small smile, tho he is dead inside. jungkook is really a fine man. his features weren't the same as it was before, but he is more handsome these day, and he was more bulky.

"good evening." woah, too natural. he gulped.

"hey tae, good evening." he smiled, he was grateful for the loud music, for that, jungkook wouldn't hear his heartbeat.

"do you want a drink first?" jungkook offered him, is this right? how could they act normal like chaeyoung isn't even dead, how can they asked one another a how are you's when purely they were too broken.

other than that, jungkook ordered both of them a drink, since taehyung said he is fine with water.
"how are you tae?"

tae.

"fine, y-you?" its as if they were back again on those years when taehyung got to see jungkook again, it was probably seven years ago when jeongsan hurt his knees.

"broken.." though jungkook's honesty hurts him too, he can't blame him. "what do you want to tell me." oh yeah right, about it, he clearly forgotten that he have to tell him something.

atleast just for a second, he heard his heart beats for the only person who he loves the most from all these years.

"i had to give this to you.." jungkook can say taehyung was nervous, his hands were trembling when he handed him a yellow paper, he made him shriek a bit when their skin touched.

stupid goddess, how can they be so stupid before, they were too confident that they were true mates, but look at them now, awkward, tensed and they dont know how to act around eachother.

"before you open it.." taehyung didn't look at him but he was still staring at the paper. "i want to tell you that im sorry."

taehyung slowly trailed his eyes to jungkook's confused face, he pursed his lips into thin line. "chaeyoung came to me a year before she died." he only wants jungkook to listen to him, to not say a words because thats all he wants.

"she told me about her illness." a tears slipped out his eyes and on queue, jungkook stood up abruptly.

"what?!" he flinched a bit but didn't looked up, as expected jungkook was mad. "and you did-"

"please listen to me first." jungkook gulped down all of his pride and sighed, its as if he wasn't talking to his ex right now. taehyung sobbed.

"i want to clear things first before y-you accused me.." he look at jungkook.

"she told me about it, and i was about to tell you and everyone the day after because i was frustrated but s-she said i should not.." jungkook was frowning at him.

"and you listened-" he immediately

"i didn't, i swear i was infront of the pack house but she was there and i cant.." jungkook looked over his shaking shoulder, he doesnt even know that his tears were flowing as well.

"still you have the time to tell everything, taehyung. you could have sneaked ou-"

"she told me she'd kill me, does that answer your question jungkook?"