TOTGA - BOOK2 - TK

E𝐮𝐝𝐚𝐞𝐦𝐨𝐧𝐢𝐬𝐦

to beloved taehyung,

i dont exactly know why am i writing this, but all i could see was black because it was dark, just like the inside of me. buckle up, this will be long.

first and foremost, i already told you about my illness, but that's not the main reasons why. yes, i got weak because of it, i got weak and i can't be the luna of the pack.

for the first time i saw you taehyung, i can agree to the fact that you are really beautiful, everyone from our school back then was right. you have the heart, though you are really an attitude, i wanna befriend with you back then.

but you made me jealous, i had jungkook but he got your attention the whole time, he always talk about you and you and you, but i cant blame him. so today, i wrote this just for you to know that i dont hate you, i know you are really confused why i chose to tell you than to my husband. is because, i want you to replace me.

i want you to be with jungkook when i'll be away from him, i want you to fulfill my duty as a mother, i'll miss them so much.

i know i had him the whole years and i know you've moved on, but i want you to know  that all these years, you were always on his mind, we are mate and im a half witch, i can read mind or what are his thoughts could be.

turns out it was you.

we made love and i had the kids, but we didn't really get the chance to go out dinner and lunch together, just sometimes, but that's because i forced him.

i know that if death comes in my way you would always tell him, so if you are reading this jungkook, always remember that i love you, and i always will, im sorry for leaving, i hope you will forgive me but i cant tell you a thing, i dont wanna make it hard for you, i hope you are moving on, because just like me, i'll do it in here.

taehyung-ah, i would always forgive you, im sorry for everything. for taking him away from you.

but atleast i got him, atleast he loved me right? or did he?

ah, what a drama queen, i think this will be my last entry, i hope you will choose to stay with jungkook, that's my only wish, i hope i can mend his broken heart by giving you back.

i hope you will be happy, because if jungkook is happy then i can be at peace.

thank you, and goodbye, taehyung-ah.

chae.

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this is actually chaeyoung's whole ass letter for taehyung ♡︎♡︎♡︎