TOTGA - BOOK2 - TK

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"shouldn't you be at the shooting right now?" taehyung looked at the side to meet minho's handsomest face, he smiled and patted his cheeks, it puffed.

"my sched is really that packed huh?" they both layed out a cackled and Taehyung sadly smiled, his thoughts started to sparkle with that particular man and how is he today?

the news is just too much to take, not that he was surprised, he knows it because of some reasons. he even visited her funeral. he talked with Jungkook, his alpha.

all this years, taehyung shouldn't be called successful, he isn't one. he was just into modelling, it feels good when you are used to it, he likes doing his jobs.

the newberry pack really changed alot, it flowed down as how the years passed by, how technology changes and how nature does.

werewolves like them are always around, but human does  know their limits, only some of them tho. Omegas are far this days, just like him.

most of it were alphas and beta, true blood are not that rare but he don't have the time to see one.

mate? he doesn't have one, and besides he doesn't want to HAVE one. Its just a waste of time for him, since these days, he is really a busy person.

job should be at the first list.

"you did met him right?" taehyung thought for a second before nodding his head, well actually, they got a little emotional, but once and for all, they did the chance to change the topic and talk for a bit.

"are you tired, should we pull off a bit at the burger shop?" minho is a great man, he was always there since the beginning of his journey through cameras and modelling.

but they aren't into sexual attractions, besides minho is actually searching for his mate right now, he is an alpha, taehyung only sees him as a brother anyways.

"you do know how to lift me up yeah?" minho even know him, just like the back of his hands, but no one can ever see him through more than that one particular man.

for five years, he did tried moving on, but he can't never forget about him. about his alpha.

actually, he didn't got kicked out of the pack, never, jungkook wouldn't like that, he never did wished for them to let him stay either, but because he wasn't really here most of the times, he didn't get the chance to see him more often.

he was always abroad, philippines, new york, london and more often in france. he was used to not see the beauty of korea but nontheless, he isn't complaining because he got the money in the end.

after getting some foods they started to packed up to go home, they weren't living together, but minho always drive him home. he doesnt know why but they were used to it since the first week they met.

mostly because, taehyung is an omega and minho doesnt wanted to take the risk. overly protective, he flirts a lot but right now, both of them are totally focused on works.

a drive back to taehyung's home wasn't quiet, taehyung feels like he was back again in his college days, where he would just sits in the bench of their campus, listening to All Time Low's tracks.

he sighed once remembering those days, where he was free from anything. "how was alpha by the way? he must be really hurt because the future luna and his mate was gone." to everyone, it was too much of a casual topic to talk to, but for taehyung, it mentally broke him.

that same time when he sees jungkook for almost the first time again, looking at every inch of his changed features, watching as he cries on agony because, chaeyoung left.

he was there when jungkook says how much he loves her, it made him think of how bitter he was.

it made him think that what if he was the one who died, would jungkook cry for him? would jungkook say he miss him too? would jungkook shouts for him to comeback?

would jungkook tells him he loves him back?

"taehyung? are you crying?" he didn't talk, and much to his dismay that he wants to, he just let those tears fall for minho to understand that he cant say a word right now.

minho really don't know what happened to taehyung, and to his past with jungkook, only he said to him was they were ex-boyfriends for just a mean time.

the drive feels like its the most longest ride taehyung have made, but nonetheless minho did make it in his house.

taehyung said his thankyou and minho immediately drove away, since he is tired too.

but what taehyung really didn't expected was that, a man was sitting right beside his gate, his head were hanging low, he was ranting inside his breath and taehyung gulped down.

"h-hey mister?" he heard him hummed,
"wait j-jungkook?" his eyebrows were frowning and he instantly forgot about his own paper bag with the foods inside, he cupped the man's face and almost gagged from how strong the alcohol smells.

"you should go home and rest, what about the kids?!" it only made jungkook chuckle and look at him, their eyes met but before he could say a words he heard him cackling again.

"they can live without me." the blonde looked at him in disbelief before rolling his eyes.

"ill fucking leave you here if you keep on doing this, you should go home jungkook, the kids are alone, cant you just think about how they are-"

"leave me alone." he bit his lips and nod.

"how could you do this." it wasn't really for jungkook, that words were for himself. how? its been five years and it's enough for him to finally move on.

it made him feel like he is selfish, and desperate for jungkook. no no no.

"you can't be here, alpha, you have to go home." who should he call to? he doesnt know someone who could ever help him and besides, he cant carry this man.

"doyoung..." he fished his phone from his bag and immediately dialed him, they were still in touch eversince but not that much.

"can you help me alittle bit? come to house real quick please. thank you." he look at the now groggly man infront of him.

"it must be hurt." and he sighed. "but i cant help you, i cant do anything. you have to do it yourself kook." he looked down and sighed before a tear falls down.

"she loves you too, but she cant do anything, i cant do anything, you have to understand that i didn't do anything for her death, but i know even when i tell you the truth, you would blame me..." he tried to hide a sniffled but it came out as fast as his breathings gets erratic.

"im sorry, if i could turn back the time i should have known." he look stupid, he looks pathetic but he knows nothing will changed after this.

he knows it will come to that time when jungkook would finally hate him. "im sorry jungkook.."

because even when you keep it hidden.
truth is truth and lie is lie.
but if you are prove guilty.
then you are free with your truth, and you are with their lies.

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