Fire & Desire

Chapter 9

Zy POV

I snatched the mask off my face feeling hot and irritated. I can't wait till things get normal I'm getting real tired of wear these dam masks everyday especially at this lame ass job. I turned my music up to drawn out the unnecessary noise outside as I finished doing my application online . I know I have a job and I should be grateful but Wendy's becoming very tiring.

StupidAssNigga~ Hey

I chuckled at the message and locked my phone back up. Today is Monday which means I have to babysit for the Jacksons. Babysitting? Yes the girl is babysitting. Money is money.

"Hey Zy",Noah said rushing to me

I embraced him in a hug .

"I miss you mommy said I'm annoying",he said with the biggest smile on his face

"I'm sure mommy didn't mean it",I responded as I picked him up

"Oh yes she meant it",an unfamiliar voice said causing me to look up

"Hey I'm Justin ",he said reaching his hand out

"I'm Zy I would shake your hand but they are occupied ",I said with a smile

I admired his features. His smile instantly put a smile on my face. His chocolate skin glistened with the golds in his mouth. I found myself getting lost in his looks but quickly snapped back.

"So what are you doing here exactly don't see why anybody would wanna see Mr. I'm annoying",he said referring to Jacob

"Sorry but I come here often to see this adorable face",I said smiling at Jacob as he played in my hair

"Cool what do I gotta do to have you seeing me"?, he asked with all seriousness in his voice earning a laugh from me

"Umm don't you got somewhere to be ",Mrs.Jackson Said mugging Justin

"Yes but I think ima stay for a while",he said looking at me

"No you can hit that door she not here to see you ",she said opening the door for him as I laughed

He sucked his teeth and winked at me on his way out .

"Don't lay him no mind I'll be back later see y'all ",she said before leaving

I put down Jacob and walked to the kitchen to find some snacks for movie night with Jacob .

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Next day

"Got the right idea but the wrong bitch stupid ass nigga",I said before hanging up the phone.

He really be having me fucked up . He act like it's not any other girls for him to talk to. Not finna be lovey dovey with a nigga who gave me every reason to dog his broke ass out.

Not gone lie when he did what he did I was sick to my stomach but now I no longer give a fuck about how he feels or what he has to say.

" The fuck you want",I said rudely answering the door

"You why you gotta diss a nigga like that",he said trying to come in

"Why a nigga coming where he isn't wanted ",I barked back with a mug

"You still on that old shit I'm tryna make you my wife ",he said with that ugly smile of his

"Boy bye ",I said before slamming the door in his face

Really don't know what possesses him to do the things he do. He act like he don't understand that I want nothing to do with him.