Wrapped around His Finger

kisses on my cuts

Trigger warning- cutting a little bit of smut

Brianna POV

After school all I could think about was what carly said to me. The words "kill yourself slut" kept replaying in my head. I couldnt take it any more. The thoughts just kept getting worse and worse. I decided to when I got home I was going to get a fresh razor and cut.

I walked in the house and ran up to my room. I slammed my door shut. I walk into my bathroom and grab my razor out of my cabinet. I took my hoodie off and sat on my bathroom floor. I slid the razor across my pale wrist. Reopening one of my scars. I did that about 20 times on my left arm. Then I started on my right arm. I did around 20 on that arm.
I put got out my rubbing alcohol and poured it on my arm to make it burn. I liked the feeling it gave me. Not gonna lie it hurt like a bitch though. I cleaned my arm.

I went out of my bathroom and sat on my bed. About an hour later luke walks in.

Hey it's time fo- WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK BRIANNA?!?!?! he screamed.

I realized I forgot to put my hoodie back on.

Dont worry I'm fine. I reply

Obviously not. What happened?
He walks over to me and sits on my bed.

Carly happened. I say

Brianna, you were almost a month clean. Why did you let some bitch ruin that? He asks

I dont know. My thoughts got the best of me.

I love you. You're my little sister. You tried to save my ass today. And dont you ever think I'm gonna give up on helping you. I will always be here for you. Remember that. He says.

I love you too. I reply.

I have to go help Ashton study. I lie

Okay. I'll let mom know. Be safe. He says

At Ashton's house

I knock one time and Ashton opened the door. He pulls me In and starts kissing me. He leads me upstairs and lays me on the bed. He starts kissing my neck. Soft moans escape my lips. I start to breathe heavy when he unzips my Jean's and puts his hand into them.

Fuck. I say in between deeps breathes.

How bad do you want me? He asks

Do I even need to answer that? I answer.

You got a point. He laughs

He gets undressed. And then starts to undress me. After he takes off my pants hs goes for my hoodie. I completely forgot about the cuts. As soon as my arms come out he gasps.

Brianna... he says

I start tearing up.

I'm sorry please dont hate me. I say.

I could never hate you. He replys

He sits me up. I start crying.

Shhh. It's okay princess. He says.

He holds me in his arms. And rocks me back and forth.

I just want to be okay. I cry.

I know. It's okay princess. Dont worry. We are going to get through this. I am not going to leave you. I will always be here for you. I love you. He says

He kisses my forehead.

He lays us down and takes a deep breath and starts singing

"The scratch in your voice
Leaves me no choice
And I won't give up
And I can't give up

I don't wanna say goodbye to another night
And watch you walk away
I don't wanna let it burn in the city lights
And make the same mistakes, this time

I don't wanna waste it, don't wanna waste it
I don't wanna waste it, don't wanna waste it
I don't wanna waste it, don't wanna waste tonight"

After he stops singing he picks up my arm and kisses my cuts.

I will always love you I'm not going anywhere. He says.

I love you. I say and fall asleep.