Wrapped around His Finger

baby Cliffo

Trigger warning- abuse, anorexia, bullies, and fighting

Fayth's pov

As I walk up to my locker I see my boyfriend justin standing there. Just seeing his face gives me anxiety. I cant do this anymore. I'm not happy with him.

Memories of the past 5 months flood back into my head. I can remember the first night he hit me like it was yesterday. We were walking home from the school, and he was trying to start an argument. He told me that I eat too much. And I said that I dont wanna give up food. He turned to me and smacked me across the face. And I remember falling to the ground. I started crying. He looked at me and said, "you're a fucking weak bitch, and you are too fat to keep eating! Maybe if you stop eating you will stop being a fat pig!"

That night I went home and cried. And from that day forward I developed anorexia. I barely eat. I probably eat 1-2 small bites of food a day. My family and friends are scared I'm gonna die. To be honest that seems 100% better than being fat. I hate how fucking fat I am. I wear loose clothes so no one can see my fat body. I'm so disgusting.

After that he started hitting and hurting me alot. I've I've alot of bruises and scratches. And he fucks with my emotions. I hate it. I've had enough. I just need to build up the courage and leave him.

As I get to my locker justin grabs my arm. He does this really hard. I feel my arm starting to heat up from the pain.

Hey baby! Justin says.

Hi justin. I whispered

Something is wrong... you used to call me baby, now you're calling me my name. What's wrong?! He asks.

I.. i... I'm fine. I answer

"I cant believe I said that. I'm suck a fucking dumb ass. Why am I so fucking stupid." I think to myself.

Okay baby. I gotta go to class. I'll see you later. He says.

I turn and see Brianna coming to my locker.

Did my ass hole of a brother apologize to you? She asks.

Luke is 100 percent not an ass hole. And yes he did. I answer.

Brianna rolls her eyes.

He's definitely an ass. She replies.

Whatever. I giggle.

We walk to miss Jones chemistry class. As I walk into the room Ashton's head shoots up and he gets a big smile on his face. I look over at brianna.

Do you know why Ashton is smiling and blushing mad hard? I ask

No clue. Brianna answers turning a little red.

Ummm okay. I reply.

I get to my seat and tap calum's head with my pen.

Wake up. I laugh.

Huh? I'm up! He says very tired. And yawns.

Bitch I'm tired too dont worry. I'm so close to passing out. I say a little  to loud.

Michael turns around and glares. And says, "you better not fall asleep or ima come back there and draw a mustache on you."

Omg Hecks no Michael! You're so mean to your sister! Fayth I wont let him do that!  Brianna says.

I giggle and turn to calum. Do we work together tonight? I ask.

Sadly yes. He answered

Omg shut up you are so mean. Dont act like you hate working with me! I make a pouty face.