Heather (song fic)

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A/N so I was listening to the song 'Heather' and I suddenly thought "hey I could write a fan fiction on this" so yeah, it is what it is. I tried to include the song above but my phone was playing up but I definitely recommend giving it a listen. It was written by Conan Grey! Oh and by the way, the one talking is Anti, I don't think I made that clear. Anyway, enjoy!

I still remember the 3rd of December
Me in your sweater,
you said it looked better on me,
then it did you, only if you knew, how much I liked you but,

The lyrics sang gracefully through my headphones as the memories came flooding back, my boyfriend (or now ex) Darkiplier was the love of my life. Clearly he never felt the same.

I watched your eyes as she walks by,
what a sight for sore eyes.
Brighter than the blue sky.
She's got you mesmerised, while I die.

Dark was bisexual. I never cared, I never thought he would leave me. Although, i couldn't deny it, she was truly amazing. She was everything I could never be, she was everything to him.

Why would you ever kiss me?
I'm not even half as pretty.
You gave her your sweater, it's just polyester.
But you like her better, I wish I was Heather.

She was perfect, Dark never failed to point that out. Soon he started to forget our dates due to being with her. I always denied the hatred I felt for her. She was better for him, she would make him happier than I ever could.

Watch as she stands with her holding your hand, put your arm 'round her shoulder.
Now I'm getting colder, but how could I hate her? She's such an angel. But then again, kinda wish she were dead,

It had gotten worse, Dark wouldn't come home for hours, only to return in the middle of the night. I was always awake when he returned. Lying in bed. He thought I was asleep. I never was. Some nights I would fall asleep just thinking of if she never met Dark.

As she walks by,
what a sight for sore eyes.
Brighter than the blue sky.
She's got you mesmerised, while I die.

She was always the one to catch his attention. It was too bad, I had to end it. I had to let him be with the one he loved. I never thought I would have to do this but he deserved her. They were the ideal couple.

Why would you ever kiss me?
I'm not even half as pretty.
You have her your sweater, it's just polyester
But you like her better, I wish I were Heather.

Once I told him, he didn't hesitate to walk out, it truly showed me he never cared enough. I spent the next few nights crying myself to sleep. Dark was my first love, my first kiss. He was my first everything.

Wish I were Heather
(oh, oh)
Wish I were Heather

It has been a week now, it still hurts when I think of him. But he's happy now, and I should be happy that he's happy. I need to move on, I need to forget him and her. They're together now, they're out of my picture.

Why would you ever kiss me?
I'm not even half as pretty.
You gave her your sweater, it's just polyester.
But you like her better, wish I were...

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