An Auntie at 14.

Chapter 14!! xx :)

I was watching yet another re-run of friends, id seen this episode at least 12 times but i had nothing else to do. I'd TRIPLE packed my bag, with mums supervision i had actually managed to complete all of my internet classes, all 19 of them. so yeah watching Ross get stuck in leather trousers was all i had to entertain myself.

i could go out, but i was worried about bumping into harry. i shouldnt be which was what was really annoying me. he was my best friend, had been for nearly 12 years. he was my 'buddy' for our picninc in pre-school. God, that was ages ago. we'd been like glue ever since. id always loved him like mad but never in the 'cute little crush' way. that most people assume you have on your best friend that happens to be a boy.

That was a massive thing in year 6, i was feeling really, really awful, i'd just got a phone call from my dad.. not going into that now. but yeah it wasnt a pleseant conversation and i came into school crying. to put it very simply Harry gave me a very big, meanigful hug for like 5 minutes.

Amber whiting took a photo and posted it on facebook, 97 likes within an hour. i lost count of the 'AAAW YEY YOU TWO ARE FINALLY A COUPLE!!! :) <33' god it took a while to explain to everyone we knew that i was just feeling crap that day. even Paris thought we were together.

But we both knew it was never going to happen and we were best friends always had been always will be. we left that memory there and never re-visited it. the look he gave me earlier, all of those memories came back. Surely he didnt...? no of course not i just took the look the wrong way. he held my hand for 7 seconds, big whoop. he didnt feel anything and neither did i.

i was just paranoid, simply pararnoid. tired, worried... i was just over reacting...

"Budge up!" 

I jolted from my thought bubble as Luke sat down beside me. The credits were rolling along the bottom of the screen for friends, i was thinking for a while..

"Earth to Pippa?" Luke waved his hand in fron t of my face. i turned my head to face him.

"Yes?"

"What planet are you on today? you seem really distant ever since you got back."

i grumbled some excuse as a response but he saw straight through me and poked my cheek.

"You guys fallen out?"

I shook my head.

"Don't wanna talk about it?"

I shook my head again.

"Ok, you wanna help me make something?" i sat up and swivelled round to face him.

"Make something?" He scratched the back of his head slightly.

"Well, you know... Paris is coming home and so i thought i could.."

"You want to make a cake dont you?" He smiled sheepishly, i stood up.

"Come on then."