Because of you

Break down

New's POV:

I was sitting on the sand looking at the sky which was have different colors as if someone just paint it from up there. The little weaves were touching my legs as I'm sitting near the sea. I'm having a feeling that someone coming on my way. But I didn't bother to looked that person anyway. I already have the feeling who's that as soon as he sat beside me. Suddenly I was feeling heavy. My eyes were betraying me because those were getting blurry with tears no matter how much I tried to control it.

"Giving us such a hard time, you're now enjoying the sea? That's not fare," Toy said in a low voice.

I didn't respond him. I just stayed like that letting my tears soak again my cheeks. We stayed like that for sometime. Then he got up and extended his hand for me.

"Come on let's go home."

I can hear what he said but my body didn't move from there. There's no strength left in me. Suddenly I heard sniffing sound. I finally turned my head. Toy's head was hanging low as tears are rolling down from his eyes. But he quickly wiped his eyes when he saw my stare. He kneel down and grabbed my hand.

"D-don't be stubborn. Y-you are looking s-so tired. So j-just came with me ok? Or you want me to dragged you up huh?" He said while punched my shoulder which was I definitely not feel it. I nodded my head as an approval. He smiled at me and grabbed my arm to stand up. We drove out from there. Sometime later we reached my dorm. I got out from the car and started walking. My steps were unsteady and I was about fall when Toy saved me from that. Toy helped me to get in my room. I could sensed some people looking at me but Toy just glared at them dangerously. I reached my room but stopped Toy to enter.

"I wanted some space,"I spoke up finally.

He squeezed my hand before letting it go. He was looking at me in a guilty way. I can understand what was going on in his mind.

"It's not your fault Toy. Don't be sorry,"i said looking at him.

He gaped at me. Than took a deep breath and start talking

"Just pick up your phone whenever I call you ok?"

I nodded at him before shutting the door. I let out a heavy breath and went for a cold shower. I took a long time on that because I wanted to erase everything that happened today. I came out and didn't even bother to dry my hair.

Suddenly my phone buzzed. Maybe it's Toy. I thought when I was about to picked up. But all my blood was sucked out. My hand was trembling when I saw actually who called me. My dad. I got panicked. I was having a bad feeling that dad might be known already. I picked it up with my trembling hand.

"He-hel-hello,"I stammered.

"Will you please explain to me about what happened today Mr. New Thitipoom?" My dad asked in a cold tone.

But what is more got me that he called by my full name. Which was he never did. Never. I was having a hard time to swallow my saliva as my throat was already dried.

"D-dad I-I ..I-I can..I c-can explain. I-It's not what y-you are thin-thinking."

"Yeah? So why don't you tell me what I think? And also please tell me what I should think."