Because of you

Lost my mind

Tay's POV:

"Did you found him."

"No. He's not here also,"Joss said while puting his hands on the knees as he was panting.

We came to the park where me and New made some beautiful memories 2 days ago. I remembered how we chased each other like a kid. Because I continuously called him my son. I was hoping that at least I'll find him here but no,we couldn't found a single trace of him. I slumped myself on the ground feeling to much dejected. Suddenly Joss's phone buzzed.

"It's Toy."

I instantly stood up after hearing Joss. He put it on speaker.

"I found him," Toy said from the other side. I felt so relieved as soon as I heard the news. I snatched away the phone from Joss and started firing my questions?

"What? Did you found him already? Oh thank god thank god. Is he okay? Where did you find him? Send us the location we'll be there ASAP,"I was literally breathless. The only thing that was roaming in my mind that I wanted to meet my Newwie right now.

"Tay let me handle this from here. You guys must be tired right now so take some rest. I'll be updating you from time to time."

"What do you mean by that?" I asked him confusedly.

"Well um i-it's better if I approach him first. Please don't get me wrong but it's better i-if you guys not meet him right now,"he said those last words almost in a whisper.

Now I'm getting annoyed by him. Why he's not willing to let me meet with Newwie? How could I take rest when my Newwie is in so much pain.

"Are we some kind of strangers? Or you don't consider us as a friend? Do you think that we're gonna hurt Newwie if we meet him? Huh?"I was literally busted out of anger.

"T-Tay it's not like that. I never thought you guys as a strangers or never denied as friends. Please try to understand...I-I think New needs me more right now. Just for today. I promise I won't stop you from tomorrow,"Toy said in a pleading tone.

"It's not fair how could you.." Joss didn't let me finished.

"OK then take care of New. I'll call you later,"saying this Joss cut the call.

I glared at Joss. I was really pissed off by him right now. But he was looking so calm as if nothing happened.

"What is this dude? Why did you cut the call? And you didn't even try to ask Toy where he is? For god's sake Joss he already found Newwie," I was so freaking frustrated that I literally yelled at him. I don't why...just why am I behaving this way but the only thing I know is I want to meet Newwie at any cost.