[ haikyuu one shots || fan fics ]

suspicion. || sakusa kiyoomi

[ sakusa kiyoomi x reader ] || suspense 

you've been dating your boyfriend for quite some time now and you both recently decided to buy an apartment and move in together. you felt excited and nervous during the whole process, but sakusa managed to calm your nerves and make you feel loved and welcomed. you felt a sense of security with him, like nothing could go wrong.

as you ease into this big step in your relationship, you find some of his habits odd. you knew how he cherished being clean all the time, but living with him brought out a new level of cleanliness. you didn't really mind because you were grateful of the fact that the apartment was always spotless because of it.

another thing he had was that he kept cleaning supplies fully stocked, his words being "you never know what could happen". you found it a little bit odd and money consuming, but you brushed it off as well.

sakusa was always known to be wearing a clean medical mask whenever he was out in public which irritated you because you wanted to show some affect, but one day you met up with him after work and noticed a smeared red stain on the bottom left corner of his mask. "baby, what's that?" you asked, curiosity getting the best of you as you reach out to touch the mysterious smear.

he leaned away from my outstretched hand and held it in his in a reassuring gesture. "princess, don't worry. it must've been from my lunch," he casually responded as he took the mask off and switched it with a new, clean one.

you eyed him suspiciously, recalling the smear in your mind. it didn't look like any kind of food you packed him to you... you hoped that it wasn't some lipstick and that he wasn't cheating on you. you cautiously brushed it off, but made a mental note of it for future reference. the sense of security slowly faded as the days went by and you began to notice more of his strange behaviors. you would come home from work to see him double, even triple, cleaning everything in sight.

one night after a few months of this strange act, you decided you had enough and to call him out for it. you were both cuddled in with each other on the couch as you flipped through the channels. "hey, sakusa..." you asked, flipping through channel after channel.

"yes, y/n love?" he responded warmly, rubbing your arm and kissing your temple. "is something wrong?"

you stopped on a random channel and looked up at him, doubt swimming in your eyes. "you're not cheating on me, right?"

he stared back at you with a blank expression on his face before he chuckled quietly. "why would i do that, y/n? i love you, you know that." you searched his face slowly for any signs that told you he was lying, but you found none. he reached out and caressed your cheek, tucking back your hair behind your ear. "baby, you're the only one for me. you have nothing to worry about..." he said in a husky tone as he closed the distance between you two.

"you promise?" you whispered against his lips, resting a hand on his chest as you felt the beating of his heart underneath your palm.

he gently pressed his lips onto your own in a sweet and loving kiss, whispering back, "i promise." you lost yourselves into the kiss, the background fading away as he held you close to him, securely.

"... reports have come in stating in a course of four months, ten women have been found dead and there are speculation saying that there could be more."

you part away from the sweet kiss to tune into the news that was broadcasting on the tv. what...? you thought as the woman went on.

"witnesses say that the person responsible is said to look like this man shown on scene," the woman said just as a picture appeared on the scene making your blood run cold. cold eyes stared back at you as you stared at a picture of your boyfriend with horror.

"tch, and i just started to have fun with you."

[originally posted: july 25, 2020 ]