Within Their World

Red and Green: Part 2

As the voting decrees, I will not be doing Extras for the time being and instead, Wednesday is for Letting Go and Secrets

James' POV

       I look myself in the mirror and wipe my sweaty palms on my shorts, nerves making me want to give up now.

        Our last Monthly just ended a few days ago, and Jessie said he wants to have at least a day with me next time. Which means I have to get back used to his touch.

        Ever since Cody had went missing, everyone has been smothering my baby bean just like he likes it. His wants were above everyone else's but now that everything is getting back to normal, it's clear that other things are going to resume as well. And surprisingly, this time it was my idea.

        And I want to hit myself over it.

        I told Jessie and Cody before school today that I wanted to spend the afternoon with him, which I do. But of course as soon as he appeared I ran away... again. Though this time I made sure to lock away Sloan before hand so he can't laugh at me. I don't know what it is about Jessie, but for some reason when all he's doing is standing there and watching me I want to bare my neck to him.

        In fact, I may have had a dream about it.. or five.

         After giving myself one last grimace and attempting a smile, I open the bathroom door and find Jessie lounging on the bed, ankles crossed as he scrolls through his phone. Once he hears the door open, his looks up at me and though I expect his sexy eyes to lower and him to jump me immediately, instead all he does is reach out his hand towards me.

          And though I would never admit or repeat it, I actually feel a bit disappointed .

         Trying to ignore my distracting thoughts, I walk over to him, sitting on the bed beside him, my back to the headboard behind me. He doesn't do or say anything for a few minutes, the two of us just sitting there, enjoying each other before he speaks.

          "I was surprised when you said you wanted to hang out. Surprised, but happy. What do you want to do?" He asks me, an excited crooked grin plastered across his face and it makes my mouth water at all the possibilities.

           "Uh... I don't know?" I say, my voice going up at the end making it sound like a question. And of course, making it sound like it is, a lie. I know exactly what I want to do, or well, attempt to do anyway. And though I already know what I want to do, telling the cocky wolf is something I don't have the confidence for. Not yet and probably not ever.

          "Did you want to stay in?" He asks me with his eyebrows raised and I nod my head, hoping that if he keeps asking questions he'll find the answer. "Do you want some attention?" Nod. "Did you want to play a game?"

          The last question is said with a quieter, deeper voice than before and it makes my throat almost choke on nothing but the arousal that slams through me.

           I watch as he puts his phone down and gets on his knees, crawling around the bed so that he's facing me in between my legs with a smirk on his lips and a roared brow in my direction. "Hmm? Did you want to play a game, baby?" He asks me and the name falling form his lips almost makes me whine. Almost.

            Finding a little dust of courage in the bottom corner of my soul, I open my mouth to answer this time. "Green." I say and I watch as Jessie sucks in a breath. He probably didn't think that this is what I wanted, but if I'm going to be sex drunk over him, I need to get used to it now. Or slowly over the next month. Preferably the second option.