A fucked life (very flawful)-Ian Gallagher By: Keirla Olmstead (Book 1)

How Do Gay Boy Fuck?

Dear diary, I've been staying at Ethan's. Mickey hates Ethan so he wouldn't even bother coming to look for me here. I love it here. His mom and dad are so sweet. They go to church every Sunday but I stay home because I don't want to get caught. It's at least been a month or so. They haven't sent out the police because it would have seemed like Noel is abusing me because of what happened at the police station and I still don't know what happened. Ethan and I both still go to school but I have to pretend I'm "Ben" a fake person I made up so that I can still go to school. 

"So you actually lost your virginity?" Ethan asked me for the 100th time. 

"Yes. We did everything. Kissed, he sucked my dick and we both fucked each other," I said.

"How do you even fuck? You both have dicks," he also asked again for the 100th time.

"Ass," I said.

"Ohhhh, right," he said.

"So, can we stop wearing that stupid outfit because obviously your family has given up on you,"

That wasn't true. Once in a while Mickey would send me a text about what was going on but I wouldn't respond.

Mickey: Mandy and Noel are taking a break. I'm bored and almost got beat for searching up your name on my computer. My dad thinks I'm gay still. Your mom's funeral soon.

I didn't care if Mickey got beaten up by his father. He deserves it.

"Fine," I said changing into my own clothes.

We arrived at school and it was normal until I seen Mickey.

"Gallagher?" I started to run but he caught up to me and pinned me down.

"You're coming with me," he took me to the janitor's closet that he's been starring at for years and opened it and pushed me in and walked in. Inside there were two couches beside each other and a tv across from them.

"Guess we know what's in here now," Mickey said. Then pushed me on the couch. I remembered back when Mickey did this and then had sex with me. Guess it turned me on because I got hard.

"Fuck Gallagher. I just came here to tell you that your mom's funeral is today and you get hard. You are catching me off guard," he said rolling his eyes.

"Catching you off guard huh? I thought you didn't date men. That you were not ga-,"  

Mickey set his finger by my mouth. "I'm not gay. It's just weird," he said sighing.

"Uh huh sureeee,," he sighs.

"Shut the fuck up or I'm going to have to physically beat your ass here right now," he pauses.

"You don't have to believe me or live with me but just come to your mom's funeral tonight at 6pm," Mickey said walking out of the janitors closet.

I sighed and sat there for what felt like forever. I ended up going back home not Ethan's, mine.

I left school earlier without telling anyone and then I went to my house and stood outside and looked around. Mickey came out on the porch.

"Oh hey, you left school earlier?" Mickey asks.

"Fuck school, who needs it. We can teach ourselves," I say and Mickey raises the beer in his hand.

"You can say that again," he laughs.

"No one's home if you were wondering. They are all out looking for a casket last minute," he says moving over making room for me.

"Why were you here?" I ask Mickey.