~The Move to Korea~

9.

After a few moments of silence Taeyong started to speak.

"Xai.....about what happened...do you want to have..a....baby?"Taeyong said softly.

I turn my head to Taeyong and furrowed my eyebrows before I responded.

"Do you?"

"Y-yes,"

"Oh...well then...yes,"

Taeyong got up from my bed and squatted in front of me and hugged my waist. He suddenly broke the embrace and spoke again.

"Can we go to your spot again?"

"Yeah, I just need to get dressed,"

I got up and walked to my closet. I pick out my all-Black outfit and put it on.

"Is that my sweatshirt?"

I smirked as a response and grabbed my phone and put my hair up in a ponytail as I grabbed my car keys. Taeyong and I walked out of the house without being stopped. I drive to the cliff and we both get out of the car.

As soon as we reached the edge I get a call from an unknown number...

Chapter 15 -

"Hello?"

"Li..I found you," The man cackled.

"No!"

"The hospital is were you belong..,"

"No No No No NO!"

I end the call and threw my phone somewhere near the cliff edge in anger and fear.

"Tae get in the car," I say flatly.

"What?"

"Get in the fucking car!" I shouted.

"Baby, what is wrong?"

"Just...get me and everyone else to your house ASAP,"

"Okay okay, come on,"

Taeyong got in the drivers seat and I sat next to him as he drove me to his house. Once we get in his house I told him about the call and who it was from and his reaction was calling Lucas.

"Lucas we need a favor,"

"Favor?"

"Yes, get everyone out of Bobby's place and get them to my place now,"

"What's wrong?"

"Just get here now, Li will explain it to you,"

Taeyong ended the call and sighed deeply as he flopped on the couch. He waited nervously for his friends to come. 20 minutes later they all came and piled on the couch.

"What happened?" Lucas asked when he arrived and found me in the kitchen alone.

"My father...,"

"We will help, I promise," Lucas said hugging me.

"Li?"

"Jeno!" I exclaimed and hugged him.

"Xai,"

"Taeyongie," I exclaimed and jumped up to hug him.

"Can I talk to Lucas...alone?" I whispered.

"Be careful," Taeyong whispered back.

Jeno left with Taeyong, leaving Lucas and I alone.

"Why did you skip school?"

"Why? Because I wanted to,"

"With Taeyong?"

"Yeah and?"

"Why though?"

"So we could get closer and relax a bit,"

"Relax? Does relax mean fucking my best friend?"

"Why do you care? You should not give 2 fucks about it,"

"Is it not obvious that I like you?"

"It is but the feelings are not the same for me,"

"You don't remember what I said at the pool?"

"Of course I do -oh..is that why we are having this conversation?"

"Yes!"

"Jesus, I am 22 not 15!"

"I know,"

"Well..stop treating me like one,"

"I thought you liked me,"

"I do but me and Taeyong...we..are different...special, maybe,"

'We do too!,'

"And we do but Taeyong is different,"

"How? Tell me Li,"

"He actually cares and understands me and we are planning on something that me and you would never have,"

"What would that be? Something I could never have with you,"

"A..b-baby,"

"Are you fucking kidding me Li? Are you really in love with that fuck boy?

"Lucas..this what I've always wanted,"

"What about me? I wish you were dead! I HATE YOU!" Lucas yelled and walked out, pushing pass me. I looked out the window and saw him leave in his car , just leaving me there with tear-filled eyes.

I felt broken...left in pieces. All the things I stressed about came down 10 times harder making me mentally breakdown. I instantly dropped to the floor and screamed as loud as I could, covering my eyes and rested my head on the floor and sat there with tears puddling the floor.

I ran out of Taeyong's house still crying. I ran and ran but I couldn't see anything because of the blurry tears that fell down my face. I didn't need to see where I was going. All I knew was that I needed to get away from any human contact which eventually led me to the cliff. When I reached the edge I fell to the ground and covered my face with my arms. I was feeling so much pain and anger. When I sat up straight I watched the sun slowly drop into the horizon for a moment and it didn't calm me down at all; I looked down and saw my barely scratched phone sitting next to me. I picked it up and called Taeyong.

"Xai! Where are you?"

"Taeyong. Listen to me,"

"Okay,"

"I want you to know that I will always love you and what I'm doing is just...to finish what I tried before. Just know that I wouldn't ever hurt you but this time I need to sacrifice myself instead,"

Next part contains self-harm....