~The Move to Korea~

35.

5 more months later ~ August

"Stop,"

"What do you mean? I though you liked this,"

"Not with you. I could never cheat,"

"Whatever, that's why Chanyeol is cheating on your slutty ass,"

"Fuck off!" I shout as I shove Sehun into the hallway and slam the door in his face.

I can't believe that Sehun tried to do that. I thought he had a girlfriend. I was ready to kick his ass but I was in a good mood so I decided not to. And I had to be nice since it was Jay's birthday and everyone was here. I calm down and walk down the driveway to the big tent.

I stare at the whole area and sigh. It wasn't the best party I have ever been to. I wish it was a lot better than a big tent and a blow-up house. It was only then when I saw Jay, Chanyeol and Xiumin by the road I found my child playing with a ball while the two men were talking. I saw a tractor trailer coming by but I didn't pay any attention because I was getting a beverage to drink.

"Li, go catch Jay," Suho tapped my shoulder with concern and pointed to the road.

"No. Jinhwan!" I shout in desperation.

I run as fast as I could to the road before Jay did. The tractor trailer that I wasn't paying attention to had gotten my whole entire focus. I ran at my fastest pace in these heels screaming my child's name but he wasn't listening. My flesh hit the ground with a weakened crack and Chanyeol was on the run. I get on my hands and knees to look up and all I could see through my tears is my child standing in shock in front of the speeding truck.

"NO!" I scream and finally found the strength to get up and I bolt to my bleeding child.

His bones were shattered while blood pooled around him. I held him even when his blood seeped into my blue floral dress, I couldn't care less. It was heart-wrenching to see his heartbeat fade into nothingness. I held him even when he was no longer vital.

"Come on baby wake up, mommy loves you. Please wake up," I was finally letting out my tears. "Come on Jay, don't go,"

It felt like my heart was being ripped out and crushed. It hurt like hell when I had to leave my baby on the ground. I wanted to pick him up and run up into the mountains. When I turn to get up I saw Chanyeol crying and it made me even more saddened. That was until I noticed the blood on his jeans. I suddenly stop sobbing as I froze and saw that his leg was out of shape. I jog to him when my shock was over.

"Call a fucking ambulance!" I yell out.

"They are on their way,"

Chanyeol clenched my hand as he looked over at the road. I didn't, I already knew what was there. His leg hurt less than the pain of losing his son. I felt it inside of me, the suffering and misery of losing my child. That moment replayed in my head constantly.

The ambulance was heard then the police. I was numb to everything and sounds were muffled. Then everything went into slow motion and they were taking my child. I screamed and pushed the person out of the way. I scoop Jay up and run, more like stumble but I was escaping. I limped my way into my house and up the stairs to the bathroom. Chan, Lisa and Lucas came after me but I locked the door.

"Come here baby. Wake up, don't go,"

"'Li Come out, please!" They plead but I don't listen.

"Jay Come on!" I yell out.

I couldn't accept the fact that he was dead. I was being punished by God.

"Li...HE IS DEAD!"

"No he's not!"

"He is. His heart beat is gone, his bones are crushed. His blood is on the ground. He is lifeless," As soon as they said that I was on the verge of tears.

"Leave us alone,"

"No open the damn door!"

"My child is dead. I need some time alone with him!,"

"Xai?"

"...Taeyong?" I whispered to myself.

"What happened?"

"Jay is dead. I'm sorry,"

"Sorry for what?"

"Letting him out of my sight. Not running faster. Not being there for him..."

"It's not your fault, I promise,"

I unlock the door and open it. No Taeyong, not even close. Jackson was the only one there.

"Jack...?"

"He has passed away, just let him go,"

"I don't want to leave him. I deserve to be with him,"

"No you don't."

"I'm so sorry. I caused this to happen and I will finish it,"

I push pass him and out the front door. Sehun did this. If it weren't for him Jay wouldn't be dead. Sehun deserves to die in place of my child. I storm past everyone until I got to Sehun. I punched him straight in his face. I continued to bring out the lashings. I kick, punch, scratch, pull, bite and everything I could do to harm him in anyway.

"You son of a bitch! Bastard! Fuckface! Dickweed!"

"Calm down madam,"