Random Crap (COMPLETED)

Dysphoria

So I'm gonna talk about something I've had since the beginning, but I didn't realize it till just recently. I have chest/breast dysphoria. Yes, I'm a cis female, but the dysphoria is real. Let's start with clothes. I always try to wear high necked shirts, dresses, ect, because I can't stand it when my breasts are even a tiny bit exposed. And if I do wear a low-cut shirt for some reason, you'll find me tugging up on it the entire time it's on, just trying to keep my breasts out of sight. I also don't like tight shirts, cause my breasts are larger than normal and they're quite noticeable. I always try to wear baggy, high necked shirts, then I feel comfortable cause I know you can't see my breasts very much. Like sometimes my mom will wear low cut shirts or whatever (she's not trashy it's ok) and I'm just sitting there like "How can you do that and not feel uncomfortable?"
And this isn't new. Ever since I hit puberty, I've been doing this.

Another thing is just the annoyance. It's very difficult to find bras that fit right, especially since I hate the padded ones. Also in heavy excercise, such as running, jumping jacks, ect. It's not the best feeling to have your breasts smacking against your chest.

Anyway that's my story of chest dysphoria! It sucks, it's annoying, and if I become rich someday, I'm gonna get surgery and have none at all!