I FUCKING MESSED UPPP. I HAD A CHANCE TO TELL KAITLYN EVERYTHING TONIGHT. BUT I DIDN'T DO IT.
So I separated from my mom to go look for pants while she was out of sight in the pajamas. I saw Kaitlyn about 100 feet from me at her register, looking bored with no customers. Of course the first thing that flew through my mind was that I could take to her for a brief moment. Say what I needed to say. But I got scared cause my mom could show up at any minute. Not to mention gay panic. So I just wandered around aimlessly, trying to decide what to do. I snuck away and saw my mom still in the pajamas. I ran back and stood around some more, planning what I would say, ect. Kaitlyn never even noticed me there. As these thoughts ran through my mind, my mom showed up. We then left, and by the time we were checking out, she was gone.
BUT FUCK MYSELF, I HAD A CHANCE. I COULD'VE DONE IT. BUT MY STUPUD ASS GOT CHICKEN AND DIDN'T DO IT. IT'LL PROBABLY NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN AND I WASTED MY OPPORTUNITY. FUCK MYSELF, FUCK MY PANIC, FUCK IT ALL!!
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RandomHere's a book where I will post everything random! Mostly rants, weird shit, and pictures of my crushes. ENJOY!! Amazing cover photo made by @-nanamisecretary (Text added by me)
