Soulmate Exes

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Elle's POV

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Maaga akong nagising dahil sa sinag ng araw kaya agad akong bumangon para bumili ng maluluto para sa breakfast, But wait....Did we just sleep while being naked?! Wtf, Elle.

I can still feel the sensation and it's making me blush! Oh gosh! Napasapo ako sa ulo ko ng maalala ulit yung nangyare kagabi. She's driving me crazy.

I just cooked bacon and two eggs for breakfast at nagtimpla ng kape, She's still asleep....gisingin ko na ba?

After arguing with my thoughts, i finally decided to wake her up. I was about to touch the door knob when Gab came out like she knew i'll open the door? Ganyan ba siya kainlove sa'kin? Haha char ang kapal ko.

"Uhm gising ka na?" Tanong niya.

Sabog ba 'to? Mukha ba akong tulog sa harap niya?! Mukha ba akong nags-sleep walking?! Okay Elle relax ka lang :)

"Mukha ba akong tulog?" Pilosopong tanong ko. I expected her to roll her eyes on me but she just walked away, Wow. Akala ko ba miss niya 'ko?

"Bakit nakakunot noo mo jan? Are you expecting a kiss or hug from me?," I cut her off and hugged her from the back.

"I was, but i guess you don't miss me so" Sagot ko pagkatapos ko siyang yakapin.

She looked at me with a serious face but later on she smiled like an idiot, oh gosh don't smile like that please...

"I love you, You mean so much to me." She said and kissed me on my forehead

Pagkatapos naming kumain ay sabay kaming naligo, wala namang nangyare samin sa loob, naligo lang talaga.

"Kaya kong shampoohan yung sarili ko 'no! Next time don't do it again, gosh! Kakalbuhin mo ata ako, Elle." Reklamo niya pero mas lalo lang akong natawa. Kinuskos ko kasi ng maigi yung buhok niya, I just...uhm massage her hair? HAHAHA

"Massage lang naman yung ginawa ko babe. You're so malikot kaya nahihila yung buhok mo HAHAHAH" Pagdadahilan ko pero umiling lang siya.

Pagkatapos naming magbihis, Nanood nalang kami ng series sa netflix. The position is making me...nvm.

"Kelan ka magpapakita sa parents mo?" Tanong niya.

My parents, yeah, kelan ko nga ba balak magpakita sa kanila? Next month? Next year? Idk. I want them to realize that they have me as their daughter. I don't feel them.

"Maybe when they realize that they have me? They're always busy, May time lang sila sa'kin kapag kelangan nila ako. The arrange marriage prove that." Mahinahong sagot ko. She just stared at me for a second and gave me a hug. She never failed to make me feel okay.

"I'm planning to tell you this, but I don't want you to be sad again. Maybe next time." She cleared her throat at umayos siya ng upo.

"It's okay, I have you. As long as you're here, I'm always okay. Tell me, what is it?" I smiled at her to make her feel comfy.

"You're worthy." She said.

"You too,"

"Pero 'yan ba talaga yung gusto mong sabihin?" Paninigurado ko.

"No, I don't know where to start? Should i tell you direct to the point?" Tanong niya kaya naman tumango lang ako kahit na nagdadalawang isip ako.

"Nathan really loves you,"

"What? I-i don't understand..." Naguguluhang tanong ko pero sinenyasan niya lang akong patapusin siya.

"He really loves you, I-im not his ex...I was just his childhood Bestfriend, b-but one day..." She's starting to cry but I can't open my mouth to say anything so I just let her speak.

"He said he will leave and stay forever in states so he asked me a favor to pretend to be his girlfriend..."

"Fuck! What are you saying? I-i don't understand! Why the fuck he did that?!" My hands are trembling and my tears began to fall.

"He doesn't want a long distance relationship that's why he did that. He wants to break up with you so it will be easier for him to stay in states without worrying about you partying with the other guy. And you know what? He's an idiot for breaking up with you just because of that damn reason! He really loves you, but you don't deserve a man like him. Because if he truly loves you, he will trust you." She explained.

I want to say something! But I can't even open my mouth! It's hurting me, He broke up with me just because he doesn't want a long distance relationship?! Anong klaseng reason yan? I--

"He's dumb." The only thing that comes from my mouth. Pinunasan niya yung luha ko sabay tingin ng diretso sa mata ko.

"I know, That's why I told you that you're worthy. Hindi mo deserve ang ganong klase tao. I hope you get it." And there, I felt okay again, One thing I realized after i cried earlier is...

Nanghihinayang ako sa pinagsamahan namin. Akala ko kung anong klaseng reason ang sasabihin niya kung bakit niya ko iniwan, Kapakanan din pala niya ang inisip niya. Bobo mo Nathan.

To be continued

Notes:
Sorry sobrang tagal ko bago makapag update huhu namiss ko magsulattt!
Road to 400 reads na omgggg thank you! Sorry din dahil ako'y sabog haha
Ps. Sorry din sa wrong grammar, di ako expert jan.