Vanilla (A Daisuga FanFic)

Frustrations

Daichi's POV

"So it's been two weeks since you've told him?" I nod my head and Asahi just shakes his head.

"Come on, Daichi. Make a move already! The only time you possibly kissed him was for selfish reasons!" Oikawa groaned.

"You kissed him!?" Asahi exclaims. Oikawa and Kuroo laugh at Asahi's low knowledge. No matter how long his nose was stuck in a book, he still didn't know a ton.

"I can't just make a move! ...It'd scare him...besides, he might've just been tired and just said it..." this causes all of them to laugh.

"I've never met Suga but you're so gay for him it makes me want to believe he's gay."

"Bisexual maybe..." Kuroo plays with the grass.

"Wait-"

"Yeah, you guys obviously don't pay attention to anything Daichi says." Kuroo sighs.

"I don't even think Daichi caught on himself." I furrow my eyebrows and look at him, confused.

"Ugh...Fine. I talked to suga, over the phone and found some information on him."

"Sounds weird but keep going-"

"Shut up. Anyway, I also talked to some of his past classmates. The things they said were rather...harsh?"

"Harsh?" He nods.

"Here's one from someone named Tanmika." I take a breath in as he continues, "'He was a weird kid. I remember this one time when a rumor about him finally passed through school. He used to date this girl named Ushi , and she told us everything he did to her.'" Kuroo reads out loud. I put my middle finger and thumb, pressing the ridges of my eyebrows together.

"He wouldn't stop being apologizing. It got super annoying. And when he didn't apologize, he'd say pretty bad things."

"That doesn't say why they hate him!" I firmly say, rather frustrated.

"Calm down! I'm getting there!"

"Things that weren't gentleman like. He would constantly yell at her and hit her. Poor, Ushi. Anyways, he'd lose his temper very easily. Nobody wanted to be his friend because everyone was afraid and rather grossed out. He's rumored that he sexually assaulted her."

"At thirteen? That's stupid." I roll my eyes.

"Wait, There's more. This kind of worries me."

"He used to have an eating disorder and struggled with complete anxiety. He went to the hospital after he lost-"

"That's enough...I'm going to go to Suga. Let's talk tomorrow..." I attempt walking away, hearing them shouting after me.

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I knock on the door and it's answered by Suga. His thin figure seemed to bother me today. The dark circles around his eyes seemed to be a bit darker and it worried me.

His smile made the worries go away. It made me calmer. He shuts the door behind him.

"Uhm care to go on a walk?" He looks back at the door and shakes his head, "uh thanks for the offer but my cousin is staying over and...if I leave- I don't know what he'd do." He giggles nervously and looks at his feet. He'd lose his temper? Sexual assault? Eating disorder?

"Can we talk then?" I ask, leaning on the wall. He goes onto the other side and leans on it as well.

"Sure, what is it?"

"Why haven't you told me you had an eating disorder? Sexual assault? Bad temper? I told you I wouldn't-"

"God...god...god..god! Who told you? What'd they look like? I- I can explain uhm..." He's panicking?