Vanilla (A Daisuga FanFic)

Everything in Tokyo

Daichi's POV

Three months later

I walk onto the school grounds, alone. These last 2 months...have been..a lot. Suga relapsed after a couple weeks and hasn't been emotionally well.

"Hey, Daichi! Where's Suga?" A teammate asks, I look up and smile lightly, "he moved back to Tokyo 2 months ago."

...this was going to be a long day.

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I walk off of school grounds and sigh. I was right. It was a long day. A lot of questions and a lot of (rather fake) smiles.

"Hey, Daichi? H-"

"He moved to Tokyo! Okay?" I turn around and see Asahi with a surprised look on his face.

"Sorry, Asahi...long day."

"I could tell. I was going to ask how your day was but that answered it clearly."

"Again, I'm sorry..."

"When was the last time you seen him?"

"Two weekend ago, he wasn't free last weekend." Asahi nods,"how many people asked?"

"A ton...as you can see, it's getting on my nerves."

"Yeah, uhm, Oikawa,Kuroo and I are going to go to the mall tomorrow." I smile lightly, my first real one for a while, "yeah, I'd like that, thanks."

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Ring ring ring

I smile lightly before answering the phone.

"Well, Hello there."

"Hello there. How was your first day back?"

"Tiring. A lot of people wondering where you were."

"Really?"

"Of course. How was your day?" A sigh comes out of the other side of the phone, "wasn't great. I expected it though, so most of it was filtered out."

"Suga?"

"Hm?"

"If zucchinis had legs, would they have zucchiknees?" Laughter followed by a small snort rings through the phone. I smile widely.

"That's the dumbest question I've ever heard."

"But it made you laugh, didn't it?"

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After two hours of being on the phone, we decide it's best to head to sleep.

"Goodnight, Sugar."

"Goodnight, Daichi..."

"I love you." I'm still never going to give up.

"I know you do." I'm going to keep going.

"Same time tomorrow?"

"Same time tomorrow."

Beep

I let out a breathy sigh. Is it possible to miss someone this much?

His laugh was echoing in my head. I don't know why but...it was. I wipe my eyes as I could feel myself about to cry.

No no no no no...you've made it 2 months without crying...

"Daichi?" My mom knocks on the door before walking in. I pull the blankets higher so it can hide my face.

"Is everything okay?" I didn't respond, nor did I want to. She sighs as she sits next to me on the bed.

"What's going on?" I didn't respond again. As much as I wanted to.

"I miss him too, Daichi..but you've made it two months already."

"I-I just want him back...here. Everyday..."

"I know. You couldn't stop his mom, could you?" I shake my head, "no.."

"I take you don't want to eat supper?" I shake my head again, "no..."

Sugawara's POV

I smile at my phone as I hang up.

"I'm really deciding whether or not to break that phone again." I roll my eyes, "what's your problem with it anyway?"

"It's disgusting. A boy liking another. It's wrong." He walks closer.

"Your mom says it's time for dinner by the way, pig." I shake my head, "tell her I'm not hungry." Tell her I'm extremely hungry.

"Ugh...your such an attention whore." He shuts the door and I sigh as toss the phone on the bed. I look over at the record player and smile to myself.

'I love you'

'I know you do.'

What is that? I love him..and I want to say it.

But...I'm afraid of commitment. I want to say it back so much...but if he leaves then it'd be worst to move on...like that was possible. Moving on from him would be the hardest thing ever. Because even now, I can't close my eyes without an image of him showing up. I can listen to music without feeling empty.

I felt myself get dizzy, I stumble my way towards the bed as I blink a couple times. I've only had small things for the past three weeks. I've had a low amount of water..perhaps that's why.

I feel myself beginning to faint slightly, I try to fight it but I couldn't. Everything went dark.

Everything.

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oofers.

Song recommendation- 1980's horror film- Wallows

Words: 750

Finished: October 3, 2020
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