Psychopath// (Jeonghan ff)

5. If

Your POV

Jeonghan pulled me to his room and pushed me towards the bathroom.

"Hey, clean up. I'll prepare clothes. I don't have clothes for girls but I'm sure mine will fit you"- he said smiling and locked the door.

I let my body feel the coldness of the water. As I saw the blood of the innocent guy I killed washed out from my body I can't help but feel satisfied. I can't feel any guilt. Then I thought about Jeonghan, I didn't expect him to act like that. He should be disgusted and scared. But he's not.

I went out of the bathroom with a towel wrapping my body. I saw Jeonghan cutting my black clothes and mask into pieces. My eyes widened.

"J-jeonghan, w-what are you doing"- I asked

"You won't need this Y/N, starting tonight you won't be like that"- he said sternly but full of concern.

He walked up to me and gave me his clothes before turning his back so I can change.

"All done"- I said

"I won't force you to tell me why you're doing this"- he said out of the blue

I looked at him before looking down not knowing what to say.

"Are you alone?"- I asked

"Yeah. My parents are on a business trip. They'll be back on Monday night"- he said and sat beside me in his bed.

"I better head home. I'm getting hungry"- I said and stood up but he grabbed me.

"Stay"- he said

I looked at him confused as he stood up.

"Stay here. Eat here."- he said

I hesitated but he pulled me
towards the kitchen.

"I'll cook"- I said

He looked at me shocked.

"You can cook?"- he asked

"What do you think? I live alone for two years"- I said and walked to the fridge.

As I finished cooking Jeonghan finished setting the table.

"You're quite a good cook"- he said

"Thanks"- I said

After we finished eating I decided to go home. He walked me to my house's gate before he turned his back.

"Hey Jeonghan"- I called

"Yes?"- he turned back smiling

"Tomorrow's Sunday. I always visit my mom every Sunday, I'm just wondering if you want to come with me?"- I said to him

"Of course."- he said walking towards me.

"You're all shy. You look so cute"- he said and kissed my forehead before running away leaving me all flustered.

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As morning came I saw heard my doorbell rung.

"Good morning."- Jeonghan said after I opened the door.

"You're early"- I said in a low voice.

"I always find it weird when I talk to you in the morning, afternoon and night you know. 3 different person in one body"- he said

I raised my eyebrows at him and he pushed me aside lightly to get in.

"See, you always talk to me in a low voice every morning,in the afternoon you get all shy then at night you're all so friendly"- he said

"You study me a lot"- I said still in a low voice

"Stop acting like that. I get scared. Do you have a split personality or something?"- he said

I smirked at him

"I'm insane you see"- I said rolling my eyes

"Don't say that"- he said full of authority and looked at me annoyed

"Now you're scary. Gotta go get ready"- I said and went up to my room.

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I told Jeonghan that I'll drive since I know the way. He looked at me confused when we arrived at the cemetery.

"My mom's dead, 2 years ago"- I said sitting down and put the flowers on her grave.

Jeonghan also sat down and looked at me with pity.

"Don't look at me like that. I hate it"- I said

"I'm sorry. I mean, it must have been tough for you."- he said

It was silent after that. No one dared to talk.

"She was killed."- I started

"Y/N"- He mumbled

"Both of us lived happily. Just the two of us. I didn't get the chance to meet my father since my mom since that he left us when she's still carrying me in her womb. Until my mom was forced to marry my stepfather."

I looked at Jeonghan to see if he's listening only to see a concerned Jeonghan. I smiled lightly and continued

"She was forced to marry a wealthy man. At first it was my dream family not until my stepfather showed his true colors. He beats my mom most of the time when he's drunk, when he's stressed because of work and everything anything."

A tear slid down my cheeks which I quickly wiped off

"One night, my stepfather brought his friends home. They're all drunk. I was in my room listening to them when my door was forcefully opened. My stepfather dragged me towards his friends who were in the living room. I cried and shout for help. That's when my mom came running. She pulled me away from my stepfather and run towards my room. She hid me in my closet before turning her back at me. My stepfather was a monster. He beat my mom while I'm hiding in the closet. I thought he'll just end there like any other days but I'm wrong. That was the last time I saw my mom alive. He killed my mom. In front of me with his friends. They were all laughing while my mom was slowly losing her life."

He was shocked. He hugged me after hearing my story. But I continued

"He made me like this. He made me lose my sanity. He's the reason why I became hungry for blood. He's the reason why I hate it when people around me are happy. I hate it. I hate it"

He hugged me more and stroke my hair. Which calmed me down.

"I'm here Y/N, I'm here."- He said as I cried again

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