Psychopath// (Jeonghan ff)

6. You

Jeonghan's POV

I didn't know she went through a lot. I felt so heavy while listening to her story. Her stepfather made her like this. I must say that she's not just crazy or insane. She's the definition of a psycho.

She said that she killed 3 people but the news only said that there were 2 murders. That's when she said that she disguised the other one as suicide.

I sometimes think about how I ended up liking her though I know that she's a total psycho. All I know that I want to stay beside her until she overcomes this. As crazy as it may sound that I love a crazy girl but aren't we all a little insane?

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Your POV

It was a bit dark when we arrived home. After we went to the cemetery, Jeonghan brought me to a cliff that gives the best view of the sunset.

"Do you want to go to my house?"- Jeonghan asked

"No thank you"- I said

"Will you be okay?"- He asked worried

"I hope so"- I said unsure

"Y/N..."

"I'll see you tomorrow at school"- I said and closed the door.

I looked at my watch and it's exactly 6 pm. No. Please no.

"Kill. Kill them all. Kill"

The voices. They're here again.

I walked upstairs looking for my knife and my clothes until I remembered that Jeonghan burned my clothes.

"No more killing Y/N. Please. You're not like this"

I remembered Jeonghan saying those exact words.

Y/N calm down. You shouldn't kill. Stop killing.

"Kill Y/N. Kill them all. Think of them as your stepfather who killed your mom. Kill them all."

I covered my ears with my hands hoping that the voices will disappear.

"Stop. No. I'm not like this. I'm not crazy. I'm not crazy."

"Do you remember how your mother died in front of you? You should kill for your mother's sake"

I covered my ears tightly.

"No. Stop. No. I don't want to do it anymore."- I said.

I can feel my tears flowing down my cheeks.

"Listen to me Y/N. Killing someone is satisfying. Their blood oozing from their dead bodies makes you feel alive Y/N."

"No. No. No. I'm not a psychopath. I am not."-

I went down the stairs still covering my ears tightly.

Blood is the only way I can keep may sanity. I need to see it. If only...if only I could. But I have to keep my promise.

Then I remembered Jeonghan. He's like a blood. He can keep me sane.

"Jeonghan please. I need you"- I mumbled.

I tried to walk but every time I make a step the voice gets louder and louder.

There's a way I can see blood. I looked at my palm and slowly took the knife. I sliced my palm causing me to yell in pain.

"So this is how my victims felt. It really does hurt"- I said smirking and chuckled

I heard the door banging loudly and saw Jeonghan looking so concerned. He looked at my hands with blood dripping in it. My smirk faded. That time I knew, blood can make me crazy and Jeonghan's presence can keep me sane.

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Jeonghan's POV

I just finished taking a bath when I heard someone yell in pain. It sounded so near. Then I remembered Y/N. I quickly ran out of the house. I kept knocking but all I heard was a mumble from the inside.

"So this is how my victims felt. It really does hurt"

I heard Y/N mumbled lightly in a very low voice. What did she do? I started kicking her door since it's locked until it opened. The moment the door's wide open, I saw Y/N's palm dripping with blood with a knife on her other hand. She was smirking and chuckling to herself but she stopped when she saw me. Her smirk faded and was replaced by sadness in her eyes. Soon after, she cried.

I ran to her and throw the knife away. I want her to stand up but she's just there crying.

"The voices. They're the reason why I kill. They keep on whispering to me. They keep on..."

"Ssshhh now Y/N. You're alright. I'm here. You're alright"- I said to her

She just cried and cried not saying anything until she fell asleep in my arms. I carried her to her couch and went to the kitchen to get something to clean her wound.

I'm glad she didn't kill. But I'm not happy that she hurt herself just to satisfy her bloodlust.

I cleaned her wound makig her wince in pain and opened her eyes.

"You should go home before I go crazy again"- she said in a cold voice

That give me chills but I didn't budge. I just keep on cleaning her wound.

"Go home or I'll kill you"- she said in a sinister voice

"Go on Y/N if that can make you happy."- I said smiling sadly at her

She looked at me without an expression in her face but soon after it softened.

"Why?"- she said in a whisper

"I promised I'll help you right? I'll just be here"- I said and hugged her.

"You really should go back. I'm okay now"- she said

"But..."

"Please. I'll see you tomorrow at school."- she said before smiling.

This time it's not a smirk, not a sly smile. It was a genuine one.

I went out her house while she stayed in front of her door. She was still smiling and waved her hand lightly. It made me feel at ease. I closed her gates the same time she closed her doors.

"I love you"- I mumbled though I know she can't hear me.

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