Psychopath// (Jeonghan ff)

4. Person

Your POV

When the time strikes 6 I smirked to myself. Who would have thought that I'll be saying that things to Jeonghan.

"Kill. Kill them all. Kill"

I heard the voices in my head again.

"This feels so uncomfortable."- I said and head out.

I climbed to a window and landed on a small white colored room. Again I smirked being the psychotic me. The owner of the room looks so happy scrolling over his phone. My blood boiled. Anger, craziness and hatred rushed through me. I hate seeing people happy. I hate people smiling. I hate this. But there's one smile that makes me feel at ease. Other than my Mom's smile, Jeonghan's smile makes me feel comfortable everytime. I just can't hate it. I can't.

I smiled remembering the way he smiled at me. I feel at home. His smile is my home.

Then I looked at the guy still smiling, I want to get rid of him.

I charged towards his window letting myself in with a sly smile on my face.

"Hi"- I said coldly

"H-hey, who are you to barged in here?"- he said obviously scared but trying to be tough.

"You don't know me?"- I said amused

"A-are y-you here to kill me like in the news?"- he said stuttering

I deadpanned looked at him.

"No, I'm just here to play"- I said and sat in his bed

I looked around and saw a baseball bat.

"This is pretty"- I said while holding the bat.

"P-please you're s-scaring me. Leave my room now. P-please"- he pleaded

"I'm not having fun yet"- I said and pointed him the bat.

"Let's play. I'll hit you with this and you should held back your screams."- I said chuckling crazily.

He looked at me scared and run towards the door but I swung the bat hitting his thighs.

"You're alone here right? I'm giving you the permission to scream"- I said loudly and laughed.

"S-stop. Please, stop. It hurts. Stop"- he pleaded while I continuously hit him with the bat.

"Boring. No blood coming out. So boring"- I whined and pulled my knife.

I stabbed his thighs causing him to yell in pain. I smiled amused and stabbed his stomach.

"Satisfying, crazily satisfying"- I said and deeped my fingers in his blood.

"Why aren't you doing anything, come catch me"

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As I jumped out of the room I went straight towards Jeonghan's house not bothering to change my clothes. Now, let's see if you won't be scared of me.

I climbed to his balcony seeing him looking at my house.

"Hey"- I said

He looked at my direction and I saw fear in his eyes. Who wouldn't right? I'm wearing all black, a mask with blood in my hands.

"I told you you'll be scared"- I said and was about to jump out but he talked.

"Y/N?"- he said unsure

"Still not scared?"- I asked facing him

He walked towards me and held my mask slowly taking it off. The shocking thing is, I'm just letting him take it off.

"W-why?"- he stuttered

I looked up at him and smirked.

"Nice to finally meet you Jeonghan, I'm Kim Y/N."- I said slyly

"Why Y/N?"- he asked again

"What do you mean why?"- I asked

"Why are you doing this?"- he asked still not believing what he's seeing.

"Killing? No reason. It's just satisfying."- I said coldly

"Y/N. This is not you"- he said

"No. This is still me Jeonghan, but the bloodthirsty one"- I said and smirked.

"Why?"- he asked

"Is that all you're going to utter? You won't shout at me, loath me?"- I asked

"I can't."- he said hanging his head low

"Why? I mean, I'm a murderer. I'm crazy. I'm a psycho."- I said

"Don't call yourself like that. You're not like that. You can't be like that"- he said and hugged me tight.

For the first time after 2 years I felt so loved. I felt so safe.

"Please Y/N, you're not like this. Let me atleast help you. Let me."- he said still hugging me.

That time I thought, he's my  cure. As long as I'm with him I'm calm. As long as I'm with him I can keep my sanity. He keeps me sane. His my medicine.

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