Your First year of College begins you don't know what to expect. No dorm partner, no friends just a boy u stays opposite your room. Well you thought he was just a boy until...
#17 Mattia
#1 njtrio
#1 college life
#11 Alejandro Rosario
It's my fir...
My phone was blowing up, Instagram, iMessages, everything. Please tell me there's not more drama.
I phoned Mattia back seeing he's the one that phoned first.
Elle: hey umm you tried getting hold of me earlier Mattia: Elle I can explain I promise Elle: what are you talking about Mattia: have you gone on Instagram Elle; nah I just woke up why Mattia: phone me back ok Elle: Mattia what are you say- The call cut there
I let out a loud sigh. Already starting the day on a bad note yay.
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(Just pretend it's mattia 😀) Sent in. A fan spotted #mattiapolibio on Monday with mysterious girl. Fans suspect this is why Elle and Mattia split up😬🍵 .thoughts?
MattiaPolibio: who took this pic what the fuck!!
KairiConsintino : uhh what!! (Honestly don't know if that how you spell his surname)
HeyLee: you telling me that he lied to her and still cheated!!!
User: are we surprised, no User: uh I am User: disappointed but not surprised
Elle.Masri: I have to wake up to this?! MattiaPolibio: Elle, call me User: no User: ^^
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My heart sank. Is this what I am worth. Is this what "love" means. I just wanted to scream. Maybe this is all just a nightmare. I put my head back onto my pillow trying to go back to sleep. But nothing worked. All I could think of was all the memories we shared.
I mean he didn't lie. He wasn't happy, that's why he did it probably. The least he could of done was told me the truth.
Ugh I just wanted to cry again except I didn't. I didn't feel anything, no emotions nothing. I just sat there on my bed, thinking.
Did I not mean anything to him. This isn't even the first time it's the fucken second time
•••Incoming Call from Mattia (the Italian kid)•••
Accept Decline
What does he think I'm gonna do, talk to him! Ahh no.
I got out of bed, didn't even shower just put on sweats and walked out slamming my door. Mattia rushed out the door
Mattia: Elle wait I turned back to face him. Elle: get the fuck out of my face I walked away but he held my hand back Mattia: let me just explain Elle: no I don't want to hear it right now just leave me alone. Mattia: please Mattia said with soft eyes Elle control yourself don't let him take advantage again Elle: no
I walked off out the door and started my car. I didn't move I just sat there. Everything going slowly maybe I did feel some emotions. Tears dripping down my face making me feel worse. I can't be doing this anymore.
I drove out to the place Mattia took me for your first date. I had a blanket in my car. I laid it out on the floor and looked up at the sky. It was a clear sky with birds flying from tree to tree.
•••Alejandro (curios George)•••
Alejandro: hey ummm how you feeling Elle: you really want me to answer that question right now Alejandro: sorry that was dumb Elle: did you know Alejandro: uhh yea Alejandro: he told me it didn't mean anything Elle: i don't care whether it meant nothing or everything to him. He lied to me that day he saw how hurt I was and said nothing Alejandro. Elle: and you what the hell. You knew and said nothing Elle: what if that fan never caught them kissing, what was gonna happen, no one would of told me, no one would of fucken told me!! I said almost screaming into the phone I cut the call not wanting to talk to anyone about this whole situation
I laid back onto the blanket.
This was the place that started it all. That made me start catching feelings. The place where we talked about my assault. The place where he said he will treat me right.
Now it's the place where my feelings ended. The place where everything went to shit. The place where all the lies started.
(Jesus stop being dramatic 😀🤚🏻)
{17:45}
Everyone has been trying to get hold of me. Even Mattia. Sorta funny since he's the one that made me come here. It was the only place where they wouldn't look for me, well hopefully.
I kept on looking at that picture. Trying to figure out who the girl was.
How am I so dumb. It's Kenzie with her damaged bleached hair. Ugh now I'm even more pissed
I didn't even feel sad anymore. Just angry and disappointed in myself that I would give him a second chance. I'm such a dumb ass. What made it worse is that I didn't regret anything with him. All the long car rides, the cuddles, the time he made me feel loved I didn't regret anything.
Fuck I'm so dumb for giving him that second chance. I should of left him then I should of but no elles wants to be with him. Ugh
I ran to my car and ripped out the pic of us in my car mirror , I ran to the lake that was near the forest and ripped that pic into a million pieces and threw it into the water (the fish 😧) that picture had two people I hated the most. Mattia and myself.
———————————————————— Damn why I'm making this so dramatic. Hope y'all enjoyed guyssssss One more chapter then the book is complete 🧍🏻 This chapter is so shit what the fuck
Also thanks so much for 110k I remember when my book had 1 reader and I was so excited. Now I have a little community 🥺 I love y'all all, also y'all perfect
Also the fuck I think the trio ended like I'm lowkey so confused cause I'm not on their spam 💀 Vote 🧍🏻and🧍🏻share 🧍🏻
