Him~ Mattia Polibio

Day 9

Tuesday

I woke up in a good mood this morning so I decided to go out for breakfast at the cafè at the campus . I put on my slowed down playlist (guys I love slowed down music it's so good) and headed for the shower
When I was done I put on

With my white Jordan 4s, I took my bag for school and headed to the cafè, I had some toasted sandwiches and headed out the cafè. My classes were at 10, 1 and 2 today today I had 1 class with Mattia and 1 with lee

I headed to class and lee and I figured we should get dinner and shop at the mall today I mean I haven't really had any female friends so far so why not, when my classes were over I headed to the mall with lee,

We shopped for 2 hours I got some new clothes and some jewelry, lee bought some new sneakers and a ring for her boyfriend, turns out we have a lot more in common than we thought, her boyfriend also plays for the soccer team with mattia and they had another game on Saturday that we could go to and all meet eachother, we drove to Olive Garden and had some pasta and soup I was so hungry today

She dropped me off at campus and I walked to my dorms. Lee stays 2 floors below me so we agreed that we should hang out again.

We finished a lot earlier than I expected it was now 5 so i finished some work from today and messaged lee

Lee

Hey thanks again for today it was really fun we have to do it again

Yea definitely<3
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When I was done with school I decided to head to Mattias dorm to watch money heist

I knocked on the door and a shirtless Mattia slightly opens the door making me only see his bed and a little bit of his face

Mattia: Hey, he says in a nervous voice and smile
Elle: Hey, I finished early with lee so I thought we could hang out and talk
Mattia: Ermmm
I see a blonde girl jump onto Mattias bed with his shirt on, I don't know how to react
I look at Mattia while he shakes his head at me knowing what I'm going to do, I push open Mattias door seeing him with a whole lot of hickeys on his neck,

Kenz: Baby who's at the door
Elle: Baby? Wow Mattia
Mattia: Elle I can explain
Elle: Save it Mattia, u the same old Mattia u promised yourself u wouldn't want to be
Tears started forming in my eyes I couldn't do this anymore

I walked out the door and i heard yelling from mattias dorm until I hear one loud door slam, I get a knock on my door

I open it with my eyes bloodshot red

Kenz: I hope u happy that u ruined my thing with mattia
Elle: y'all were dating
Kenz: No u idiot we were friends with Benefits
Kenz: Mattia called me over saying he was bored and I cane over
Elle: slut
And I closed my door making me want to cry again why am I so dumb to fall for this

I know mattia and I weren't dating and stuff but it still hurt that he would do that even tho we were talking to eachother. I was hurt, I had never caught feelings this fast so It was my fault maybe I was forcing something he didn't want.

Tonight I did something I didn't ever want todo
I walked out my door slamming my door causing Mattia to run out his dorm
Mattia: Elle let me explain
Elle: leave me alone Mattia. I don't want to hear it Mattia stopped walking and watched me leave the campus

I drove back to the house that started it all, started me failing at life failing on my family

Canmy: Ey never thought I'd see again
Elle: 250g
Canmy: wooo that's a lot there young lady
Elle: I'll pay u double to keep this under the low
Canmy: thats what I love to hear

I took my shit and headed back to the dorm rolling a joint, lighting it and taking a hit
Every hit made my pain and heartsore go away
I stored the rest of my stash away in my cupboard into one of my sweatpants pockets I looked in the mirror and hated what I saw, my eyes were red as ever this was the most weed I'd ever taken and I wasn't ready for the after effects by myself

I had some water and slept in the hoodie Mattia gave me causing me to start crying again

Hey guys this took a huge turn, but hopefully u will enjoy and not hate me
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