Him~ Mattia Polibio

Day 48

Friday

Friday, the day that everyone looks forward to. I dreaded this day for no reason at all. At least during the week I had class, it took my mind off everything and made me focus. With the weekend I will be stuck in my room, all alone, with nothing todo, which will lead to me smoking more than I should.

Breakups and boys is what got me into this whole mess of my "addiction". After that whole situation of what happened with Alex(the boy you assaulted her) everything just went bad. Most of my friends didn't believe me, neither did my parents, that hurt me the most. The only people that did believe me at that time was Lucas and the counselor but there was no proof of what happened so there was never a case. After that I had to see his face everyday, most of my classes and even parties.

Because no one believed me I started smoking, it was my coping mechanism. It helped me forget everything. All the hate, all the stress even me being heartbroken. The worst part is that I actually cared for Alex, I genuinely thought I loved him.

I got out of bed after staying in there for an hour already. I checked my phone seeing so many posts about the breakup on all the tea accounts. No one even knew the reason why we broke up, we just said it was mutual. We didn't want people thinking it was anyone's fault. It was no one's actually but we knew no one would understand.

Elle is our mom

Alvaro(vector)
Y'all never even told us

Robert(gru)
Yea what the fuck

Ale(curios George)
Ohhhh that's why Elle was all weird yesterday

Tf are we supposed to say
"Yea by the way Mattia broke up with me cause I didn't make him happy"

Alejandro(curios George)
Wait seriously

Mattia(the Italian kid)
Elle

Robert(gru)
Y'all looked so happy tho

Mattia(the Italian kid)
Can we not talk about this pls..

Alejandro(curios George)
Anyways y'all want to hang out tonight

Robert(gru)
Yessir

Alvaro(vector)
^^

Roshaun(shrimp)
^^

Mattia( the Italian kid)
As long as it's quick

Alejandro(curios George)
Robert you driving

I'll pass, thanks for the offer:)

Alvaro(vector)
Cmon it's Friday night!!

Nah it's fine

Alvaro(vector)
Cmonnnnnm

Alvaro I don't want to fucken go! It's not that big of a fucken deal
Jesus

Robert(gru)
🧍🏻

Roshaun(shrimp)
*gasp*

Alvaro(vector)
Daddy chill😀

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I slammed my phone onto the bed and just wanted to scream.Ugh I just want this day to be over. I walked over to the shower and took a cold ass shower to make me wake up and just survive the day.

I walked out the door immediately regretting that. Fuck I have such a bad headache. Probably cause I haven't eaten anything. I've been drinking water for the past 24 hours. Home girl about to faint.

I skipped 1st period cause I needed to eat. So we ate some Wendy's(is Wendy's actually good). I got a call from lee telling me to meet her at her dorm room, she sounded upset so i tried to get there quickly.

{11:00}

Elle: leeeeee I'm here
Lee: I broke up with him
Elle: awwwww lee it's fine
Lee: come sit

I walked into lees dorm room. It was clean as usual. Lee is very put together, her attitude, the way she dresses, her grades, everything has to be perfect. She said she's like that because her dad is a control freak and her mom is a perfectionist. Let's just say having both parents like that didn't help. Her brother is the complete opposite tho.

Elle: lee why are you so upset if you broke up with him
Lee: I don't know
Lee: just seeing him like that all broken hearted it made me upset
Elle: to be honest I didn't like him
Lee: Yea i know
Elle: why did you break up with him
Lee: I wasn't feeling it anymore like we just didn't see eachother a lot anymore.
Elle: hey it's ok don't worry
Elle: you will find someone soooo much better
Lee: exactly, so will you find someone better
Elle: eh I don't think so, Mattia was perfect he was smart sometimes, he played sport and he wasn't so clingy, plus he respected me which I fuck with
Lee: there's always someone better
Elle: true
Elle: now lets go get ice cream and watch movies
Lee: uhhh I have a roommate you know
Elle: come to my dorm then

{17:00}

We have watched probably 3 sad movies already. Which made us both cry.
Elle: you know fuck this it's Friday night and we over here crying
Lee: lets go to a party
Elle: uhh how about we don't do that
Lee: Elle, we need to get out of here
Elle: well we can get out, but not a fucken party
Lee: lets go to the beach
Elle: so she dumb dumb
Elle: it's 5 o clock on a early winters night, how about not
Lee: you can't be stuck here forever Elle. Mattia is out with his friends so do you need to go out
Elle: ogey and
Elle: what about you
Lee: I'm over him already. See you actually loved or still love Mattia
Lee: I'm over pierce
Elle: we will go out tomorrow
Elle: but right now I want to stay here and eat ice cream

On Saturday there's gonna be some big drama😀
Short chapter I know but it's fine
Also a boring chapter 😀

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